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mmm watching girly films with sister, taking baths steaming with essential oils and shopping :) no dissertation.
last night got all dressed up for contessa xmas meal at bowood. twas posh and delicious. i was amazed that cocktails were only £4 for a posh place. average in london is £6. curse london. i left my makeup bag in london and had to go to sainsburys and buy replacements. well only eyelash curlers, mascara, eyeshadow and applicators. somehow that comes to nearly £15. currrrses. and the eyeshadow was pitiful so hannah bought it off me as she didnt mind its pitifulness.
i cant stop thinking about my bad assesment and how i would have changed my work and defending my work in my head and feeling like im not cut out for a career then thinking one bad assesment doesnt mean i cant go anywhere but it was my talking and if i cant talk how can i get a job but thats silly some idiot will probably not mind my social ineptitude and employ me like contessa did, and middlesex accepting me. so its not such a big deal. but maybe it is. i dont know. i expect in a few more days it'll be fine. bah. i just want to live in the mountains like heidis grandfather and eat melted cheese everyday and be really grumpy :)
time for dissertation.
last night got all dressed up for contessa xmas meal at bowood. twas posh and delicious. i was amazed that cocktails were only £4 for a posh place. average in london is £6. curse london. i left my makeup bag in london and had to go to sainsburys and buy replacements. well only eyelash curlers, mascara, eyeshadow and applicators. somehow that comes to nearly £15. currrrses. and the eyeshadow was pitiful so hannah bought it off me as she didnt mind its pitifulness.
i cant stop thinking about my bad assesment and how i would have changed my work and defending my work in my head and feeling like im not cut out for a career then thinking one bad assesment doesnt mean i cant go anywhere but it was my talking and if i cant talk how can i get a job but thats silly some idiot will probably not mind my social ineptitude and employ me like contessa did, and middlesex accepting me. so its not such a big deal. but maybe it is. i dont know. i expect in a few more days it'll be fine. bah. i just want to live in the mountains like heidis grandfather and eat melted cheese everyday and be really grumpy :)
time for dissertation.