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so i have been wokring my butt off in school for the last week moving textbooks wiht zach aguirre josh jaosn and sometimes laura and im completely wiped. ok so has anybody but me ever had someone who u really like... for like years but stuff wiht u guys is really confusing and u kno deep down u still love them and u always will? yea well now u kno what i am goign through. i really hate it i wish i could just get o ver him but i doubt that will ever happen. he called me today for the first time in like a year and ive had butterflies since i got off the phone and its not like anyhting happened its just the fact that he called me. omg im like a little junior high girl obsessing over a crush or somehting. wow i definitely have to try and find out a way to deal wiht this. i just hope i figure it out soon boefore i make a fool out of myself and tell him how i feel or somehting. if anybody has advice for me then please let me kno!! love you all!