Almost Friday...
I am home from work again. It wasn't too bad of a day today either. I will be glad when my paychecks start coming and I can start saving and have a few extra bucks for when I need it.
I came to the conclusion last night about something and I need to fix it. If I am not with Jeff or talking to him, or even if I am not with any of my good friends or talking to them on the phone or anything... if I am just sitting here or have nothing to do... I am not happy. I'm just not. My mind wanders and I start thinking about a lot of things and... I don't know...
I mean, I think I know one reason I am not. And maybe that is the only reason, but I need to fix it. Because I cannot live like this. It is not fair to me and definitly not fair to those around me. Even if I am 'faking' being happy.
Anyways... enough of that stuff. I still havn't made my to-do-list yet. ;-p Oops... O well. I have got a lot to do with my room still. I KNOW!!...lazy/busy = Bad combination! My dad is going to put a couple shelves up becuase I have no where to put my stuff! It will be interesting getting used to living in a smaller place these next four months. But maybe I will just be used to it for when I move into the AOPi house next semester. Having a roomate will definitly be different too. I still don't want a roomate.... No offence to her. I just want my own room. I would pay for it too, there just isn't any... :-/ *sigh* This is going to be very frustrating, but I hope I can work through it.
Well... I am going to go, and hopefully Casey will call me back about the RipaJoda concert tonight!
~Ciao
I came to the conclusion last night about something and I need to fix it. If I am not with Jeff or talking to him, or even if I am not with any of my good friends or talking to them on the phone or anything... if I am just sitting here or have nothing to do... I am not happy. I'm just not. My mind wanders and I start thinking about a lot of things and... I don't know...
I mean, I think I know one reason I am not. And maybe that is the only reason, but I need to fix it. Because I cannot live like this. It is not fair to me and definitly not fair to those around me. Even if I am 'faking' being happy.
Anyways... enough of that stuff. I still havn't made my to-do-list yet. ;-p Oops... O well. I have got a lot to do with my room still. I KNOW!!...lazy/busy = Bad combination! My dad is going to put a couple shelves up becuase I have no where to put my stuff! It will be interesting getting used to living in a smaller place these next four months. But maybe I will just be used to it for when I move into the AOPi house next semester. Having a roomate will definitly be different too. I still don't want a roomate.... No offence to her. I just want my own room. I would pay for it too, there just isn't any... :-/ *sigh* This is going to be very frustrating, but I hope I can work through it.
Well... I am going to go, and hopefully Casey will call me back about the RipaJoda concert tonight!
~Ciao