w00t!
I think I am officially going insane. If a few years from now you see me in a nuthouse, don't be surprise. You see, I have no idea what is going on with me or everything else around me anymore. Nothing seems to help my situation. The worst of it is that I can't do anything to change or even run away from it. What a girl to do?
If you've been reading these, you'd think that I must be a very depressing person. I've been going through all my previous LJ posts. I sound so depressing. The thing is I'm not a depressing person. I'm the most optimistic person you'll ever know. All of these depressing events and emotions are messing me up. I'm trying to be happy. I just can't. I don't know why. I don't want to feel so depressing all the time, but the harder I try, the more I cry. The more my head hurts.
I've been getting these headaches that just won't leave me alone. I even took medicine for them. I took Tylenol, advil, and all those other stuffs. Nothing seemed to work. They hurt.
So what a girl to do? I don't know. If someone out there does, please tell me. Please do.
If you've been reading these, you'd think that I must be a very depressing person. I've been going through all my previous LJ posts. I sound so depressing. The thing is I'm not a depressing person. I'm the most optimistic person you'll ever know. All of these depressing events and emotions are messing me up. I'm trying to be happy. I just can't. I don't know why. I don't want to feel so depressing all the time, but the harder I try, the more I cry. The more my head hurts.
I've been getting these headaches that just won't leave me alone. I even took medicine for them. I took Tylenol, advil, and all those other stuffs. Nothing seemed to work. They hurt.
So what a girl to do? I don't know. If someone out there does, please tell me. Please do.