Nov 25, 2004 00:33
well it is 12:30 at nigth so I thought I would share what I was thankful for!
1. God gave his only son to die for us on the cross
2. Jesus forgives every sin if we ask him for it
3. my family
4. my friends
5. my hearing
6. my sight
7. that I have one more year left then off to college
I have been thinking alot about different things. I am going to share my feelings in this thing.
lately I have been really close to God. I feel like our relationship is really strong. I pray that something bad doesnt happen and weakens the relationship.I feel like I need to talk to the yg girls (younger ones) about something. I guess I will talk to Nancy about it.
I am really sorry that I have been putting some distance in most of my relationships with people. I think it is becuase I dont want to be in sarasota I want to be off in college!! I am trying to hold onto my childhood as long as I can but also get away from it. I need to find a middle ground! I am a really mature person but since I dont want to lose my childhood I act immature. I know I can act mature and have my childhood so i got to work on that.
I have been reading this book series and the more I read it the more I connect with this girl. there are so many things that are the same with us. It makes me able to connect with God and it shows me areas I need to change in my relationship with God.
I finally forgave this guy I needed to and finally feel this peace over the issue. I tihnk i can finally start opening up aobut it but there is a few people that it will be hard to and dont know if I will ever be able to.
I started like a month ago writing letters to my future husband. I dont know who he is or anytihng about him. I just know God is preparing him for me and God hand picked him for me. I dont write to him alto it just every so often I do. I write him when sometihng big has happened in my life and when I jsut want to share my feelings with him. I tihnk it helps me remember that I will want to give him my heart and that I shouldnt do anything that I would regret later when I am married to him. they say you have to kiss some frogs before you kiss your prince well maybe you dont have to. this is a promise to myself, future husband, God and everyone that I am saving the rest of my heart for him.
All of this might sound werid to you but just remember you have your choice on how to live your life and I have a choice how to live mine. so please do not judge me and think I am werid.
Happy Thanksgiving to everyone and be thankful for the little things and not just the big things.
Rams--Be ready for the Saliors to beat you guys again in football on friday!!! Sarasota High might of sinked at football the past couple of years but this year we dont!!! two more steps then we will be at states!!!
Goodnight and may God bless you!,
Annie