Coming Home
I've been home for a couple of days now and it only feels stranger. I am getting rather depressed regardless of how hard I try to fight it. I've left my life in Japan that I became so accustomed to, my job, my boy, and friends I met in the passed two years. I'm home now in PA where my college friends are too far away to visit and my high school friends are virtually non-existent. I feel very much alone and I'm frightened that, although I'll soon be busy with work, I won't be able to form the sorts of bonds with people in Blacksburg that I need to to survive emotionally. I'm scared that I'll be left alone at night in my apartment wishing desperately that I had someone to talk to.