I need you to call my bluff
I told my mother this morning I would be moving out this summer. She got quiet immediately, and looked away. She acted interested in what I had to say, but I could tell it stung a bit. This summer will mark the end of her children living at home. My older sister has been out for years, and my younger sister is also leaving for college this summer. She has always been with us, refused to ever have a sitter, worked at our school, or been around us in some way all of our lives. Now I hope my parents can sort things out for themselves. It's no fun playing diplomat when you didn't ask to be involved. I think my mental health will skyrocket when I leave. Too many unhealthy views of love, starts to mess with you, you know?
Call me out if I try to bitch out. If I make up excuses and justifications, like I usually do when something is difficult, remind me I'm being unmotivated and to suck it up and go for it.
Now all I have to do is decide where I will be living. Since I'm the idiot who forgot to send in her transcript to UT before the deadline, I've been considering TX State for a semester until I can transfer over (crosses fingers.) The shitty thing it UT doesn't start their theater program in the spring...and you audition a semester ahead for the following shows, so if you are new, you are out of luck. But since a lot of the classes I will be taking are still core classes, I wonder if I should just go to Austin Community College, and save myself some money. I already found a potential roommate, and will have an excellent chance of transfering to another Half Price Books. All signs tell me to just quit talking about it and do it. I really think I'm not bullshiting!
Oh course this all is going to rest entirely on the car situation, which I'm indifferent to announce is going nowhere fast.
If you are into improv theater, our troop in having a show on the 30 of April. We will be doing some of the sketch comedy we wrote this semester as well. It's free!! It sucks it's this weekend, because I will miss Eeyore's Birthday. =/ But hey, I will attempt to be funny on cue, and hopefully not fail miserably.
P.S. I love Katy Ralston and wish I could see her out more.
P.P.S. Got to love that iambic pentameter! Shakespeare....what a trickster.
Call me out if I try to bitch out. If I make up excuses and justifications, like I usually do when something is difficult, remind me I'm being unmotivated and to suck it up and go for it.
Now all I have to do is decide where I will be living. Since I'm the idiot who forgot to send in her transcript to UT before the deadline, I've been considering TX State for a semester until I can transfer over (crosses fingers.) The shitty thing it UT doesn't start their theater program in the spring...and you audition a semester ahead for the following shows, so if you are new, you are out of luck. But since a lot of the classes I will be taking are still core classes, I wonder if I should just go to Austin Community College, and save myself some money. I already found a potential roommate, and will have an excellent chance of transfering to another Half Price Books. All signs tell me to just quit talking about it and do it. I really think I'm not bullshiting!
Oh course this all is going to rest entirely on the car situation, which I'm indifferent to announce is going nowhere fast.
If you are into improv theater, our troop in having a show on the 30 of April. We will be doing some of the sketch comedy we wrote this semester as well. It's free!! It sucks it's this weekend, because I will miss Eeyore's Birthday. =/ But hey, I will attempt to be funny on cue, and hopefully not fail miserably.
P.S. I love Katy Ralston and wish I could see her out more.
P.P.S. Got to love that iambic pentameter! Shakespeare....what a trickster.