Wedding is NOT for everyone
.... So, one of my good girl friend is getting marry & have a baby shower soon.
And I am very very happy for her!!!!
Though, she could've chosen a better guy. >.> He abused her before... granted it was VERBAL abuse. That still is NOT an excuse! But don't worry, I will cut him down to size *grins*
I have a problem, I think anyone my friends date or marry or whatever, will NEVER be good enough for them. Damn it's my Gryffindor loyalty side speaking. My friends like it. I just think it's annoying to be so loyal to anyone. But since I don't give a flying fuck about my family, I guess I have to be close to some people.
I called her up today, because I was freaked out about the wedding. I asked for details: flowers, dresses (bride's maid dress is dark plum purple - thank god its not vomit green or pepto pink), shoes, the menu, and etc, etc... And guess what I found out?
He STILL doesn't have a job yet! what a fucking loser.
A baby & a wedding is coming up, and what's that guy doing? NOTHING! While my very very preggy and ill friend is slaving over a part time work. God..... I can just picture her future now. Getting tied down with kids. Having a crappy paying job because she didn't get her college degree. Living with a deadbeat abusive husband. I *clench teeth* am NOT a happy camper!!!
*tears up* my heart hurts....
It could be because we both had a crush on each other and if she was remotely even bi, we would've been together.
And I am very very happy for her!!!!
Though, she could've chosen a better guy. >.> He abused her before... granted it was VERBAL abuse. That still is NOT an excuse! But don't worry, I will cut him down to size *grins*
I have a problem, I think anyone my friends date or marry or whatever, will NEVER be good enough for them. Damn it's my Gryffindor loyalty side speaking. My friends like it. I just think it's annoying to be so loyal to anyone. But since I don't give a flying fuck about my family, I guess I have to be close to some people.
I called her up today, because I was freaked out about the wedding. I asked for details: flowers, dresses (bride's maid dress is dark plum purple - thank god its not vomit green or pepto pink), shoes, the menu, and etc, etc... And guess what I found out?
He STILL doesn't have a job yet! what a fucking loser.
A baby & a wedding is coming up, and what's that guy doing? NOTHING! While my very very preggy and ill friend is slaving over a part time work. God..... I can just picture her future now. Getting tied down with kids. Having a crappy paying job because she didn't get her college degree. Living with a deadbeat abusive husband. I *clench teeth* am NOT a happy camper!!!
*tears up* my heart hurts....
It could be because we both had a crush on each other and if she was remotely even bi, we would've been together.