Mar 15, 2005 06:07
Well Friday was a half day, however I stayed home because I still wasn't feeling right. I did absolutly nothing, well except babysit my brother.
Saturday morning I woke up and I felt much better. So I kinda sat on my ass until about 3 then I decided I'd go get ready lol. It was snowing
and realy nasty outside, but we decided to go to the game neway. I was kinda mad b/c my dad was saying how he coulda gotten some tix for my friends
GRRRR. So yea that was about my day/night. Sunday; I woke up at 10 minutes of 10am. Me and Ray were supposed to go to the American Legion
breakfast, but we thoguht my dad said it got over at 10 so we just kinda screwed around the house for a while lol. We found out that it went until 11. Oh
well :-/ Well I finally decided to motivate my ass to get ready for church dance practice. It was fun, I had forgotten my dance completly, but I finally
remembered it thankfully. I got out about 5:20ish and called Jon to tell him I was leaving earlier than expected. So I went and picked him up. We drove
out to Northbridge/Whitinsville. I went and visited Ian for like 5 min, cuz he asked me to. Then me and Jon drove out to the Millbury Mall. We checked out
Circuit City and Strawberries lol. Then we just sat in my truck for like 45minutes talkin about just about nething possible lol. I was dying from laughter
the entire night! It was awesome! He's such a sweetheart. And granted I have only been really talking to him since Wednesday, I kinda like him... So
yea, haha. Then Monday, I was supposed to go to Whitin StuCo, but Jack felt the need to not tell me he was leavin with someone else, so I never
went. I decided to go hang out with Jon. He played his drums for me. He's really good!!! After that I brought him and Tony to drama then went to the
doctor. Thankfully only one more appt then I'm done and I can work out : ) I came home and had to bring ray to and from CCD. I had some good
convos online leading to this away message: Auto response from XoPrInCeSsArIeoX: Brttny 89x: HAHAHA nope..considering im
attracted to someones big ass truck:-[O:-) cuz its hotttt
Jon: Is this YOUR truck?
xzildjiandrum52x: i love the truck, oh yea, and u too
andyww74: "my big black truck can take urs any day any time" <--psh u wish!
Time for bed
Leave da love :-*O:-)
Jon:-)
He drowns in his dreams
An exquisite extreme, I know
He's as damned as he seems
And more heaven than a heart could hold
If I tried to save him
My whole world could cave in
It just ain't right, it just ain't right
[chorus]
Oh and I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful
Or just a beautiful disaster
His magic and myth
As strong as what I believe
A tragedy with
More damage than a soul should see
And do I try to change him
So hard not to blame him
Hold on tight, hold on tight
[chorus]
Oh 'cause I don't know
I don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful
Or just a beautiful disaster
I'm longing for love and the logical
But he's only happy, hysterical
I'm waiting for some kind of a miracle
Waiting so long
So long
He's soft to the touch
But frayed at the end, he breaks
He's never enough
And still he's more than I can take
[chorus]
Oh 'cause I don't know
Don't know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through the tears and the laughter
Would it be beautiful
Or just a beautiful disaster
He's beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
Oh oh...beautiful
Oh oh...beautiful disaster