Jul 18, 2005 17:59
I'm coming home from england tomorrow...
I'm having a lot of mixed feelings. I mean I love it here with my friends and ALL of my family, but I miss home as well and all my friends there. I keep being asked if I want to stay or not and I can never give a clear answer. I mean a big part of me wants to stay, but then I know I couldn't leave my friends if I had the choice to stay. So I really don't know what to do. I'm going back here (england) at christmas time and then I will decide whether or not I'm going to move to england for my senior year -sigh- I just don't know. I have so much pressure over here to stay. They all said how much they would love for me to live here with them. I even have a house (well my cousins) and a school that I could go to. But since I haven't been online to much I haven't really told my friends in Florida and see what they think. So I guess England has an unfair advantage. So I guess tell me what you think. Should I stay or should I go? Hmm..
Forever AND ever,
Jenn