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[lilangelgonebad]

o yea this summer sucked ive had the worst couple of days starting wed it was a horrible day i woke up and knew it woul be so i get up go to cypress freak and fail evry part of my drivers ed test gah then i go to work and find the lobby a total reck meaning that abner cant save me so i clean it up then freak outbc ters no napkins then i come back from break and see dallas and want to cy in fact i went to the bathroom and cried but only afew tears then i went to say hi to lisette then after that he just stands there and as i go to find something to do i hold back tears then later i find out that hes threatning my friend then him and brittany are talking shtit about me. let me tell you to have the guy you love talking shit about you is the worst feeling in the world then i go home call john and basically cry and just am like what hav i done my plans were to tell him that i told brittany i had cheated on him and that it was just to see if she would keep her promise to let me tell him but when he broke up i couldnt eveven look at him let alone talk to him so then i cry myself to sleep thinkin maybe i should quit id never hav to see him again but then do i really want that? so next day at work i was like ok today im in concession be happy its your fav thing but then i find out hes comin and im like oh no this is bad and it was bc when he got ther all i could do was watch him bad thing bc it just made me wanna cry i didnt then kearns had told me to make kiddy trays when i realized we didnt have any out front i started putting them in the cabinet this is when i started sulking and remembering all the fun i had at him when i worked w him and when i didnt i remembered makin nachos w/ him i remembered the first time we had a good conv. when he asked me out etc sad stuff well it is now bc i miss him and then here i am almost in tears an he walks around the corner and i start crying he didnt see me but john did and was like come her n im like no 1 i hav to finish and two i dont want him knowing im crying this was when i decided i couldnt take an hr so i went to go be my friend melissas poster assistant. and yest was looking ok bc it was friday and i saw bewitched and then i hear from my bff maryann who went to pick up my pizza that brittany was talin crap about mje to michi so i was like almost crying then im like ok no nto gonna let her get to me ill just tell her to stop talkin crap so im on my way to hot spot but theres ahuge line looks like it might take a hr and i only had 20 min so i wrote her a note and then i went over and gave it to lori and told her to giv it to britt then later once it calmed down sooner than i thought i go over to express myself and she says i hate when people dont say things to my face and walks away then i tell mich i to tell her to come out bc i need to talk to her then shes like walkin away from main and im like look just so u kno i wrote u the note bc u were busy and customers were more important than what i had to sy then shes like refusin to listen and all like dont talk shit bout me so i tell her as shes speedin up to try to get away to stop talkin shit about me and i say it louder cus she keeps walkin and not listening ok so tom walks out of office gets mad and yes ill admit i was wrong to yell at her like that but she was talking crap about me wutever so then i go see bewitched again w mary ann

today i bet something bad will happen too we shall see ill write tommorow since i dont work