Defeated

[lilangel4u]

Why is the beatin gof a broken heart the only sound I seem to know?
Why does it tear me apart to sleep in this bed all alone?
No arm around my waist
No hand held in mine
It all had to go to waste
When it was put on the line
You were so quick to let this go
To leave so much for us to never know
Im not worth the risk of time
Not worth one fair try
Youve gone and put me in my place
Showed me how easily I was replaced
I guess I didnt mean much to you
Judging by how fast we were through
Shell never care as much as me
And shell never see what I see
I saw the treasure hidden in the mud
I saw more in you then there ever was
But now I see perfectly clear
And everything I saw has disappeared
Ive lost you now that youve lost me
My best friend is just a memory
Where is it that you have gone?
And were you ever there?
Why did you leave so withdrawn?
And did you ever care?
What am I going to do
With this feeling inside?
I want the nostalgia of you
To pass on and die
This flutter in my stomach
The restlessness of my mind
The endless bad luck
That you have made mine
I hate you
But I mourn you
Im split in half
And so confused
Whyd you have to go and break my heart?
Why was there an end straight from the start?
Why couldnt you have been
The one guy I believed in??