PISSED AT LIFE!

[lilangel056]

Okay well these last two days have freakin sucked. But before I get into them I'm gonna update about the weekend. Saturday after work I went to see "Saw" with Tommy and Tami...awesome movie. Probably one of the best endings I've ever seen. Then me and Tommy went to go cheer Shaun up for a bit, then we met up with Willie and went to a party and then I slept over a friend's house. Sunday I got home around 3, then me and Tommy went to Shaun's band practice and then get some pizza afterwards and then went back to Tommy's and watched "Halloween". So that was my weekend...lots of fun, good times. Now this entire week has just sucked major balls. Nothing seems to be going right for me this week. Especially these last two days. Last night I'm on my computer and all these funky colors show up on my screen and every time I went to move my computer it would freeze. So I bring it in today to get it fixed and they say my videoboard is broke so they had to give me a loaner. Well stupid me told them that I didn't really need to back up any of my files just in case they couldn't save them. Then I realize that I have notes for an exam on Tuesday that I need plus ALL my freakin work that is due for the rest of the semester for abnormal psych on there. Once I get out of work I'm going to go over there and see if they can give me my laptop back so I can try to get some of my stuff off there. I'm going to die if I lose all that work. I'm so mad at myself right now. But I don't even know if my computer will work to the point where I can get my files. UGH. Shoot me now. And I'm sitting here at work bored out of my fucking mind because I can't even do any homework without my notes and shit. So goddamn annoyed. I really did not need this. Just when I think I got ahead in my work it all goes to shit. And if I stay home tonight again I'm going to be one pissed off girl. Last night I really didn't want to stay home but no one was really around. I think I've just gotten so use to going out every night that now when I do stay home it drives me up the wall. I get so bored and I don't know what to do with myself, and Wednesday night tv always sucks so that doesn't help matters. Ugh. I'm just freakin miserable right now. I mean if I can save my work then I'll be fine, but I am so stressed out about this right now. I just want this day over with. And if any more bad shit happens today I'm just going to bed. It's weird cuz yesterday when I woke up I had this bad feeling in my stomach and it lasted all day. Well I guess my body was right. I mean I know things could be A LOT worse, but it just pisses me off that I might lose many hours of hard work. All because SHU gives us piece of shit laptops. I mean I've had the thing for a little more than a year, I've never dropped it, I really take care of it. And the fucking thing still breaks. Why do they make us pay all this money and give us shitty ass laptops. I don't understand. And god only knows when they're going to have this fixed by. I hear it takes weeks for these people to fix things. When I go there after work I'm going to wear my uniform so they know that I work in their department so maybe they'll try to fix my faster, who knows. I mean there is some stuff on there that I need for work so it is important that I get it back ASAP. I dunno, I'm just being bitchy right now. I'm just so freakin bored because I have absolutely nothing to do and it's driving me crazy. At least on my laptop I had sites and journals and stuff saved so I could kill time looking at them. I dunno. Let's just hope this weekend turns out better than this week has been.

Lesson of the day: ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS back up your work!