Hmm...
Yeah so let's see...
As of right now I'd rather not talk to anyone in the world. I hate people. I hate my life. I hate everything.
Friends are not supposed to compete with you in everything you do, and when friends do that...shit gets started. Yes, I have quite a temper...and when I feel as though I have to compete with my best friend, that's where I draw the line. So basically..."best friend", it's done. I refuse to compete with you any longer. So it ends here.
Anyway...I think honestly that I'm depressed. I hate life. I hate everything about it. Nothing ever goes my way at all. So let's just name everything shitty right now...
1.) I have no friends...
2.) The one friend I did have is gone, and will be leaving in a few months for college anyway.
3.) The one person in my life that I ever loved and cared about is gone as well, and no longer cares about me at all.
4.) I don't know what's going on with my parents and that's an emotional roller coaster as it is.
5.) No one is there for me when I need to talk except for one person. There is one person in this world that I know is there for me unconditionally and that's Liz. Liz I love you to death and I always have...you're the best friend that anyone could ever have.
6.) And I hate my life...
So, now that that's said...Maybe everyone will realize why I may be acting a little different lately and get off my back. But whatever...hopefully things will start getting better sometime. Until then, I don't know what I'm gunna do. I just wish people would realize that no one is perfect and stop trying to pretend like it.
Goodnight.