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Life is wierd sometimes. So many things happen that can't be explained and God works in mysterious ways.
I just wanna have fun and live life to the fullest...cuz you never know what's gunna happen.
For the past week I've been in one of those moods where I just kinda don't wanna say anything. I've been content with staying quiet and listening to what others have to say. I hope that's not coming off as a pissed off mood, cuz I'm not necessarily upset with anything, i just don't really know. I've had so many wierd thoughts lately and I'm really confused.
I really love all my friends and I'm sorry if I havn't showed it. I've been too preoccupied with trying to make those you dont like me happy and it's been keeping me from those who already like me for who I am. I just hate it when people don't like me... and I know people say that it doesn't matter and that I shouldn't care, but I care what other people think and that's just who I am.. I've tried to change that but I can't really help it.