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I dont know if my last one was posted.. it was about brian? oh well..
Im just chillen listening to 30stm "from yesterday" I love it. anyway, so Ive been really bad lately, I cant stop smoking pot. its been two days in a row Ive smoked all day, Ive been smoke this whole week though.. I need to go job hunting, so ray doesnt kick me out. I have a feeling he will... I dont know, Im so paranoid. anyway, so theres this kid, jeffy, hes gay, Ive been hanging out with him alot lately, he wants to fuck soooo bad! its weird.. he even tried to get everyone to tell me to fuck him.. well he didnt just try.. everyone DID walk up and tell me to fuck him.. hah, I dont want to, I just dont have that attraction to him, so, its hard to want too.. lol. I feel like such a dork. plus hes a total slut.. hes gay, but is obsessed with girls.. lol.. its weird. hes fucked this slut april, who is like.. 15? yeah, so gross.. shes cool, but disease riden. anyway, so Im supposed to go to the club tonight, I really want to go, but I dont have money, so I cant, but oudin is gonna bring me alcohol because I let him drink mine the other night.. which holy shit was I fucked up.. I got shoved by jeffy and I fell to the ground and tommy started running.. lmfao! it was soo funny, jeffy felt soo bad.. I couldnt stop laughing..lol but yeah, I think cory really likes me, but Im kinda over him.. like he was cool, and I was siked, but now I dont care and I dont really have anything to say to him.. I feel bad though.. help me! dude, I got this like.. permanent high going on.. I smoked last night and I still feel it.. lol.. Im such a loser.. I miss you!!! hmmm... yeah, I had alot to write.. and now Im clueless.. dude, Im having so much fun here.. eric is soo funny.. I just seen him in a towel and was like.. ow ow take it off! and hes like... yyyeeaaahhh.. lol. I was pretty stoned last night and he can up on the couch and was close to kissing me.. it was a joke, but it was funny.. hmm.. yeah, and I seen my old friend Ian, I havent seen him in two yrs.. I had so much fun.. the past few days.. hah.. I miss payton!! I WANT to see her.. oh, Im going to see harry potter again, with mikey.. hah. he wants to go again.. hes such a movie fiene, krod. lol. yeah.. I dont know. lyn called me and was asking about mis and if she lived in his apartment building, she didnt, but they could get like 200 bucks, so they need someone to refer them.. hah, he told me he missed me.. it was cute. I miss him too.. hes fun to talk to sometimes..lol. wow, me and tony get along so well, that, he just moved out and I miss seeing him. we talk about everything and he always smokes pot with me, which is a good thing hes not here, I need to stop.. so Im just gonna drink tonight, and go job hunting tmrw. which jeffy told someone hes gonna get me drunk and take advantage of me..lol.. weird.. I cant do it, even though he has a big penis.. hah.. I need to stop talking now..lol.. anyway, Im gonna go.. iLL TTYL.. LOVE YOU! MISS YOU!
Im just chillen listening to 30stm "from yesterday" I love it. anyway, so Ive been really bad lately, I cant stop smoking pot. its been two days in a row Ive smoked all day, Ive been smoke this whole week though.. I need to go job hunting, so ray doesnt kick me out. I have a feeling he will... I dont know, Im so paranoid. anyway, so theres this kid, jeffy, hes gay, Ive been hanging out with him alot lately, he wants to fuck soooo bad! its weird.. he even tried to get everyone to tell me to fuck him.. well he didnt just try.. everyone DID walk up and tell me to fuck him.. hah, I dont want to, I just dont have that attraction to him, so, its hard to want too.. lol. I feel like such a dork. plus hes a total slut.. hes gay, but is obsessed with girls.. lol.. its weird. hes fucked this slut april, who is like.. 15? yeah, so gross.. shes cool, but disease riden. anyway, so Im supposed to go to the club tonight, I really want to go, but I dont have money, so I cant, but oudin is gonna bring me alcohol because I let him drink mine the other night.. which holy shit was I fucked up.. I got shoved by jeffy and I fell to the ground and tommy started running.. lmfao! it was soo funny, jeffy felt soo bad.. I couldnt stop laughing..lol but yeah, I think cory really likes me, but Im kinda over him.. like he was cool, and I was siked, but now I dont care and I dont really have anything to say to him.. I feel bad though.. help me! dude, I got this like.. permanent high going on.. I smoked last night and I still feel it.. lol.. Im such a loser.. I miss you!!! hmmm... yeah, I had alot to write.. and now Im clueless.. dude, Im having so much fun here.. eric is soo funny.. I just seen him in a towel and was like.. ow ow take it off! and hes like... yyyeeaaahhh.. lol. I was pretty stoned last night and he can up on the couch and was close to kissing me.. it was a joke, but it was funny.. hmm.. yeah, and I seen my old friend Ian, I havent seen him in two yrs.. I had so much fun.. the past few days.. hah.. I miss payton!! I WANT to see her.. oh, Im going to see harry potter again, with mikey.. hah. he wants to go again.. hes such a movie fiene, krod. lol. yeah.. I dont know. lyn called me and was asking about mis and if she lived in his apartment building, she didnt, but they could get like 200 bucks, so they need someone to refer them.. hah, he told me he missed me.. it was cute. I miss him too.. hes fun to talk to sometimes..lol. wow, me and tony get along so well, that, he just moved out and I miss seeing him. we talk about everything and he always smokes pot with me, which is a good thing hes not here, I need to stop.. so Im just gonna drink tonight, and go job hunting tmrw. which jeffy told someone hes gonna get me drunk and take advantage of me..lol.. weird.. I cant do it, even though he has a big penis.. hah.. I need to stop talking now..lol.. anyway, Im gonna go.. iLL TTYL.. LOVE YOU! MISS YOU!