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Some reason..thing in the back of my head made it clear that Eve was telling the truth. That there really was nothing that was keeping me here. She left
the doors open and for some reason, I didn't think there were strings attached...Except my guilt from friggen Lindsey. He was sleeping and would have no idea where to go after he figured out the the doors were open. So maybe it wasn't giult.. It was my smarts. IF he ever did go out, and I left him, he'd side with Eve. And I needed as many on my side as I
could get....
I looked at the door. Why did she do this? She was either incredibly smart, or incredibly stupid. And dammit, I wish I knew. At least I didn't have to sign a contract for my death..wait, hell.. no I already did that. I don't think I have anything to lose..scratch that. I did have one thing. And this thing was very important. He wasn't now, but after he regains his
memory..me and him can do some serious damage. I have the power to hurt..or maybe just cause chaos. But I can't do that alone.
And God I missed Wesley. Wonder what'd he say.. 'Sorry Lilah for cutting your head off, sorry for everything that I've done, and I want you back...'
Fat chance Lilah.
Hey, It's alright. I'll get over it. For some reason, I've been bad for so long, that I forgot what it's like to even be good. Maybe after I walk through those doors I could start a new life, away from Wolfram and Hart? No can't do that, Why? Because once you are brought back from Wolfram and Hart, you can't leave. It's somewhere written in the code. And in a contract. I know Lindsey had it, and I sure as hell know I did. So I'm doomed to evil. Might as well make the best of it. And be evil.
I sat on the edge of the bed. I had all the time in the world..and Lindsey looks to me like he's having one hell of a dream..Maybe it's about his former life. Maybe he gets to see what he really was? Man, that'd make my day. I shook him.
I sat down. Then looked at the camera. I laughed, and gave them my all famous evil eye.
"Run."
I thought they would..cause I was brought back from the dead. God knows what i'm capable of. Guess who's back on top of the totum pole? The Bitch. Me. Lilah, and God does it feel good. I sat on the edge of the
couch, and stared at the doors. Yep. They wern't closing on me. I'll take my time, because those at the security camera's are probably half way to their cars about now.
I shook Lindsey again. He was breathing..and one hell of a heavy sleeper.
"Oh Lindsey..Wake up. We're out."
the doors open and for some reason, I didn't think there were strings attached...Except my guilt from friggen Lindsey. He was sleeping and would have no idea where to go after he figured out the the doors were open. So maybe it wasn't giult.. It was my smarts. IF he ever did go out, and I left him, he'd side with Eve. And I needed as many on my side as I
could get....
I looked at the door. Why did she do this? She was either incredibly smart, or incredibly stupid. And dammit, I wish I knew. At least I didn't have to sign a contract for my death..wait, hell.. no I already did that. I don't think I have anything to lose..scratch that. I did have one thing. And this thing was very important. He wasn't now, but after he regains his
memory..me and him can do some serious damage. I have the power to hurt..or maybe just cause chaos. But I can't do that alone.
And God I missed Wesley. Wonder what'd he say.. 'Sorry Lilah for cutting your head off, sorry for everything that I've done, and I want you back...'
Fat chance Lilah.
Hey, It's alright. I'll get over it. For some reason, I've been bad for so long, that I forgot what it's like to even be good. Maybe after I walk through those doors I could start a new life, away from Wolfram and Hart? No can't do that, Why? Because once you are brought back from Wolfram and Hart, you can't leave. It's somewhere written in the code. And in a contract. I know Lindsey had it, and I sure as hell know I did. So I'm doomed to evil. Might as well make the best of it. And be evil.
I sat on the edge of the bed. I had all the time in the world..and Lindsey looks to me like he's having one hell of a dream..Maybe it's about his former life. Maybe he gets to see what he really was? Man, that'd make my day. I shook him.
I sat down. Then looked at the camera. I laughed, and gave them my all famous evil eye.
"Run."
I thought they would..cause I was brought back from the dead. God knows what i'm capable of. Guess who's back on top of the totum pole? The Bitch. Me. Lilah, and God does it feel good. I sat on the edge of the
couch, and stared at the doors. Yep. They wern't closing on me. I'll take my time, because those at the security camera's are probably half way to their cars about now.
I shook Lindsey again. He was breathing..and one hell of a heavy sleeper.
"Oh Lindsey..Wake up. We're out."