I'm breathing, does that mean I'm real?
What's been happening in Lesego's life?
well... my life at college has been interesting... and quite lonely... no one to sit with at lunch. no one to walk me to class, and no one to chat with about my long weekend... is this the real world? hardly... don't get me wrong there are some positives to college... like college boys *hehe* o and the huge ( Read more... )
You are SO right about all of that.
"anger, sadness, happiness, depression, joy, anxiety, awkwardness, giggly, pretentiousness, pride,shame, hurt, pain, uncomfortableness, embarassment, productivity, laziness, laughter, horniness, numbness, rage, glee, cranckiness, boredom, LIFE... is this the real world? most defenitnly."
All of this IS us.
Is this boy you speak of that one that you told me about a while back? the skater? Sounds cute :o)
I can relate to that feeling of emptiness. Theres really nothing to fill it... I mean Id like to say that God will fill it, but it sure doesnt feel like it to me right now either. It's weird, I really wanted to quit my soccer team and then Katie murhpy called me and said she wasnt going to practice because it was making her depressed, etcetc - WEIRD cuz it was exactly how I felt.
I think that we are just stressed, bored, and have senioritis big time.
The only thing is that I feel like theres never going to be a time in our lives when we actually get a break. This is it, and yet IS this a break? I now i trip about everything.
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I really knew that u were gonna ask me about the boy... as soon as i posted the entry i was like... rachel is going to ask me about the boy! hahaha... and correct i was! but no not the skater! another boy, he's not skater, but he's stupid... in a good way!
I don't kno exactly how to explain this emptiness I am feeling... I just feel like there is no one out there that relates to me ne more on the level that i need them too... I dunno so many things are happening right now in EVERYONE's life that things just get sooo messed up I guess... gosh!
Life is funny... but sometimes its hard to laugh at it (kind of taken from serena but not exactly)
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Im excited for Oceans 12! WHOOP WHOOP. Pray for snow so then we'll all be stranded at my house! hehe!
love you!
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