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I hate when your having a good day and then ONE person manages to ruin it. Stupid Kim. The second i get to work she's freaking at me about stuff that is beyond my control. "Jodi, where's Anna?" on her break. "15?" hour. "why did she go now?" i dont know "well she's been here since 11. so and so did this to this person last weekend and they got yelled at about it so why does she think she's going to be any different?" i .. dont know..? then later on she freaks at me over batteries for the telzon which i dont touch. CSMs get the batteries, not us. I dunno it was a shitty day at work all together yesterday.
Saturday I had a loooong day. I had a total breakdown with Chris in the afternoon over stupid things but i guess they werent stupid to me if i was really this upset about it.
I dunno whats wrong with me.
I was upset about finishing college. I'm still very upset about this and right now it hasnt sunk in yet. It goes in and out. Sometimes i can come to terms with it and sometimes i cant. Right now i'm at placement and cant come to terms with it cause i feel like its just an ordinary week. I dont know. I dont want to finish. I mean i do but i'm going to miss everybody so much.
I was upset about my mother not knowing a damn thing about me. She has no idea that i even graduated. I had to tell her whereas my dad and my dad's whole side already knew. my own mother knows nothing. She has no idea about grades or what i want to do or anything. My own mother knows nothing. These would be the reasons why she may not be coming to my graduation ceremony in June. Chris is pissed about all this and says i need to speak to her but i dont know if i can. It's easier just to suppress it.
I guess I was also not very happy cause I never ever see Chris. EVER. He is always working and i've been in and out of school, work and placement so i havent been able to see him and i guess i was just missing him. My dad took me out for dinner for graduating and he didnt come. He went out with some friends which is fine but i was a little hurt. Oh well. Things are a little better between Chris and I now. We spent some time together Saturday and Sunday night and just sat in the Solarium and talked for an hour or two. We do that often. Its nice that its just the two of us sitting alone 15 stories up just talking about life and everything.
Saturday we went to Erin Mills T.C to look around before I had to leave for work. Ran into Emma whom i havent seen talked to since we were 16 and now we're 21. Crazy. The tension was so thick but she gave me her cell phone number and said we should go for a drink sometime. Maybe i will.
While we were at Erin Mills, Chris and I went into People's Jewellers. I was just joking around but he showed me the ring he wants to buy me. Its really beautiful. Really huge actually. I'm kinda glad he showed me but at the same time i'm not cause i want the surprise but i know it might be awhile especially when i saw the price tag. This ring cost 13,000. It was like a grand off so it was 12,000 right now. Chris said thats the one he wants to buy me but he doesnt know cause of money. i want it lol. It was a big square cut diamond on a white gold band. I wish People's had a decent website.
I'm at placement right now and i'm bored. 4 more days of placement and then its work full time at walmart. Wee..!
My uncle has to put his doggy down. I'm so sad. I love Tera but her kidneys and liver are starting to fail. ='(
Stupid people's website sucks ass.
This is the closest i could find to what my ring looks like
but this one is 5,000 when the ring Chris was looking at is 13,000.
I like the 5,000 price range a hell of a lot more.
Saturday I had a loooong day. I had a total breakdown with Chris in the afternoon over stupid things but i guess they werent stupid to me if i was really this upset about it.
I dunno whats wrong with me.
I was upset about finishing college. I'm still very upset about this and right now it hasnt sunk in yet. It goes in and out. Sometimes i can come to terms with it and sometimes i cant. Right now i'm at placement and cant come to terms with it cause i feel like its just an ordinary week. I dont know. I dont want to finish. I mean i do but i'm going to miss everybody so much.
I was upset about my mother not knowing a damn thing about me. She has no idea that i even graduated. I had to tell her whereas my dad and my dad's whole side already knew. my own mother knows nothing. She has no idea about grades or what i want to do or anything. My own mother knows nothing. These would be the reasons why she may not be coming to my graduation ceremony in June. Chris is pissed about all this and says i need to speak to her but i dont know if i can. It's easier just to suppress it.
I guess I was also not very happy cause I never ever see Chris. EVER. He is always working and i've been in and out of school, work and placement so i havent been able to see him and i guess i was just missing him. My dad took me out for dinner for graduating and he didnt come. He went out with some friends which is fine but i was a little hurt. Oh well. Things are a little better between Chris and I now. We spent some time together Saturday and Sunday night and just sat in the Solarium and talked for an hour or two. We do that often. Its nice that its just the two of us sitting alone 15 stories up just talking about life and everything.
Saturday we went to Erin Mills T.C to look around before I had to leave for work. Ran into Emma whom i havent seen talked to since we were 16 and now we're 21. Crazy. The tension was so thick but she gave me her cell phone number and said we should go for a drink sometime. Maybe i will.
While we were at Erin Mills, Chris and I went into People's Jewellers. I was just joking around but he showed me the ring he wants to buy me. Its really beautiful. Really huge actually. I'm kinda glad he showed me but at the same time i'm not cause i want the surprise but i know it might be awhile especially when i saw the price tag. This ring cost 13,000. It was like a grand off so it was 12,000 right now. Chris said thats the one he wants to buy me but he doesnt know cause of money. i want it lol. It was a big square cut diamond on a white gold band. I wish People's had a decent website.
I'm at placement right now and i'm bored. 4 more days of placement and then its work full time at walmart. Wee..!
My uncle has to put his doggy down. I'm so sad. I love Tera but her kidneys and liver are starting to fail. ='(
Stupid people's website sucks ass.
This is the closest i could find to what my ring looks like
but this one is 5,000 when the ring Chris was looking at is 13,000.
I like the 5,000 price range a hell of a lot more.