so then

Mar 19, 2003 21:14

Blake: "fruit has carbs"
Amanda: "so does my LIFE!"
mua ha ha ha.
Well, kids, we're going to war. I have mixed feelings on this issue. I really dont like the idea of lots of innocent people dying over there, but ya know what? they are already dying over there at the hands of that damn dictator and he needs to be shut down once and for all. Our boys volunteered for what they are doing and I dont think that Iraq is a match for our military anyway so this isnt going to last as long as we think. But thats just my opinion so I've said it. So yeah, Bush messes up a lot in his speeches, but i think this is a decision that wasnt made overnight so i wish everyone would stop acting like it was. Its our safety our boys are out there for and we'll be thankful when we wake up and the rest of our cities are standing and our air is not polluted with gases that they could foist on us. So, thats my piece. Of course, I pray for those going over there and those who will be affected by it directly but this is inevitable.

At the same time I have been hit with the same bomb that hits me about myself time and time again....my selfish personality. As much as I am aware of it and whole-heartedly wanting to change, it never pulls through. My roomie has brought my selfish behavior to my attention in the same fashion that I got from my friends at home and of course, my family, who never fails to throw it at me. But alert, i saw this with gratefulness because otherwise i keep on doing my thing not knowing that I am hurting people or at least annoying them to all hell! When are we - i- ever gonna learn? it worries me because of the extremely selfish profession that i am in and especially how ive been acting with all this auditioning and getting roles and stuff lately. i resort to my childhood behavior, which is so damn frustrating and i know it is wrong and i am AWARE which blows things out of proportion! ahhh!
ok well i cant vent like this online....i need to talk to someone....shall find someone to listen...maybe God, that works....
god bless america and pray for those in the middle east right now...
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