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well, got through the crazy friday and most of the results of my labor and preparation paid off...i hope. I might learn of the outcome(s) today.
After months of no romance, it came in a wave....unexpected on many levels. this is not just in reference to my outing last weekend, but a new development with an old crush. weeeeeeeelll, who knows right? were all in the air, arent we?
It is SO time for spring break, and mine shall be interesting due to the fact that both my cousins will be in school so ill be a lonely teenager in our house! wait, house on beach....hmmmm....ok ill be fine. But i cant WAIT to go see my cuz in Orlando kickin some softball butt (ive never been so excited to go watch softball...) what is WRONG with me...?? cant wait to see my FRIENDS, my PALS, my AMIGAS from home! i miiiiisss youuuuuuuuu aaaaaaaaaaaaaall. I need my age, lauren, cheryl, etc etc etc... also worried about seeing a certain someone ("as friends"). not that its on my mind, but im sitting here digging through my trenches cuz thats what this is for, and hes in there in the whirlpool.
I've found that I complain when im stressed and now i complain when i have NOTHING TO DO. I HAVE NOTHING TO DO THIS WEEK. seriously, no priorities, except for REHEARSAL WOOOO!!! so, ill get a haircut. woo.
I need to go to church...need to read the bible....need to do something involving the lord...hes doing wonderful things in my life and i havent been the most dedicated to mine with his. ugh, the bad thing is that i am so aware of my neglegence, but i continue to push and thats the worst thing to do! ugh! ok. ok. i think thats what ill do with my free time, its healthy. SCREAM! ok no. none of that, it hurts the voice! Play piano. read STELA! get a tan for spring break. yes. there it all is, agenda for the week.
im crazy. we're all crazy tho, thats the cool thing.
After months of no romance, it came in a wave....unexpected on many levels. this is not just in reference to my outing last weekend, but a new development with an old crush. weeeeeeeelll, who knows right? were all in the air, arent we?
It is SO time for spring break, and mine shall be interesting due to the fact that both my cousins will be in school so ill be a lonely teenager in our house! wait, house on beach....hmmmm....ok ill be fine. But i cant WAIT to go see my cuz in Orlando kickin some softball butt (ive never been so excited to go watch softball...) what is WRONG with me...?? cant wait to see my FRIENDS, my PALS, my AMIGAS from home! i miiiiisss youuuuuuuuu aaaaaaaaaaaaaall. I need my age, lauren, cheryl, etc etc etc... also worried about seeing a certain someone ("as friends"). not that its on my mind, but im sitting here digging through my trenches cuz thats what this is for, and hes in there in the whirlpool.
I've found that I complain when im stressed and now i complain when i have NOTHING TO DO. I HAVE NOTHING TO DO THIS WEEK. seriously, no priorities, except for REHEARSAL WOOOO!!! so, ill get a haircut. woo.
I need to go to church...need to read the bible....need to do something involving the lord...hes doing wonderful things in my life and i havent been the most dedicated to mine with his. ugh, the bad thing is that i am so aware of my neglegence, but i continue to push and thats the worst thing to do! ugh! ok. ok. i think thats what ill do with my free time, its healthy. SCREAM! ok no. none of that, it hurts the voice! Play piano. read STELA! get a tan for spring break. yes. there it all is, agenda for the week.
im crazy. we're all crazy tho, thats the cool thing.