this is what she says gets her through it. . .
so this is my first entry. . . i'm basically writing it to see what my layout looks like right now. . .
i haven't had an online journal in years. . . way back in the day, i had a journal at scribble.nu, that journal had years of prose, poetry, lyrics, and just ramblings on it. . and then one day, it was just gone. . . gone. all my thoughts, feeling, fears, desires, creativity. . . just GONE. . . so i've been hesitant to start it up again. but as of late, i've picked up "blogging" on myspace, and decided that i do in fact, need somewhere to just ramble if necessary, so here's the result. . . my long overdue live journal account. . . out there for anyone and everyone to see. . .
i'm off. . .
this is what she says gets her through it. . .
if i don't let myself by happy now. . .
then when. . . if not now when. . .