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Aug 29, 2005 21:06

ok i havent updated in a while, and i know i always say that lol anywho, im taking a road trip this coming weekend. to new hampshire and then to connecticutt. miss me lol. im going to dartmouth for my first group meeting - a group meeting for my surgery im having next year - teh good ole gastric bypass. yep, its time, im sick of this shit, and i am sick of exsisting as i have been the past 24 years in this funk, this unhealthy, slumpy funk. if you dont support me, that is totally fine, its a decision i have made. if you do support me though, thank you, it means more to me then text here can do justtice.

after the events in new hampshaa, i am going to visit a good friend in CT. my first ever excusion by myself in my car alone... so i am making a shit load of cds for the ride down. i did have a huge book of cds that i had at one point, its whereabouts though, after residency switches twice over, is unknown - most likely in my parents sauna-esque attic or the abyssmal pit known as my car trunk. thats also on the list before i leave friday morn - to once again see what color the apolstery is in my trunk. its going to be a project, but it will get done, because doing it will help my gas mileage improve - yes my trunk is that bad.

i have decided that i am going to go back to school within the next 3 years - nursing school. i know i have said in the past that it is a job i would find incredibly difficult to do, but i think that is what i will like about it - a true challenge, bring it on and hello more academic debt. and with my microbiology degree, and other classes i have already took, it should be at least one year less then normal, since most of what i already have taken can overlap and count for both. not to mention nurses make a lot of money - yes they work crazy hours, but its a challege i want to take on. it doesnt mean i still wont own my own business someday - i still want to do the greenhouse, pet grooming business kinda thing also. baby steps, baby steps.

im on my brothers computer, making cds, cause my comp isnt hooked up yet in my room downstairs. i moved home. itsa good thing i think, anotehr step in the plan essentially. one day at a time.

anyways, my brother's computer has more girly picures on it then my computer has pictures of my dogs on it. did that make sense? well it did in my head. not that its a bad thing, i was just a litte alarmed when i was searching for his music folder, to find boobie and ass crack shots instead. i found the music, tho, so its all good. lol typical males computer i suppose.

ive already ruined 2 cds in teh burning process, well i think imight have - they popped out mid way thru and it said "burn failed" dunno if i can reuse the cds or not. not like i ahve a shortage of them or anything - "sure i'll buy the 100 pack of cd rws" lol. this is the first time i have burned cds in like a year maybe or somethign like that. im gonna be rocking out on the road. woot. im not gonna care either cause no one will know me in those states really. lol "omg look at that fat chick, weirdo, hippy freak from vermont singing to weezer and van morrison in her car, god go back to vermont, ugh" lol haha that makes me laugh.

oh and im getting my hair cut tomorrow hopefully. i dont knwo how much im getting chopped off, but its time for a little change in that department as well. peace

love,
Lyn
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