An interesting weekend to be sure. Not an overtly happy one, though definitely not too terribly sad either...'bittersweet' is probably the most eloquent I get right now
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It's fine...about your message though: you have my cell phone number now apparently (and I can give it to you if you do not have it)--it is better used to chat and enjoy company, than to stir the waters of discord. Enough said.
It was a tough weekend to be sure...and I am sorry that you are upset that we did not get to spend time together this weekend. Actually, as Susan will attest to if you ask her, I did not spend a huge amount of time with her this past weekend. I spent time with the two Matts, Andy, Mike, Eng, Razi and a few other people. Mostly, I wanted to spend time with the guys I lived with freshman year. That is not to say that I did not want to see anyone else, but I was under no illusions that I would go out of my way to spend time with people who did not directly talk to me about hanging out (and that is generally my take--anyone who wants to see me needs to talk to me directly, as I will not go chasing people around merely because someone else mentions that another person wants to see me).
Truly, I would have liked to have spent time with you for a little while this weekend, and I was slightly saddened that you did not come in and say hello on Saturday evening--though I assumed that it might have been related to you being upset with me or busy or tired or whatever.
The last thing that I will say here is that I am who I am and I make no apologies for that. I try to live my life and make my decisions as deliberately, mindfully and simply as possible. While I am very busy at Longwood, I am by no means inaccsessable: I just have to use what little free time I have judiciously. I know that I do want to get together with you and hang out, and I believe that you still would like to do the same--if that is truly the case, then I have no worries that it will happen...but you are correct in that we have no idea whether that will be a short time or a longer time.
It was a tough weekend to be sure...and I am sorry that you are upset that we did not get to spend time together this weekend. Actually, as Susan will attest to if you ask her, I did not spend a huge amount of time with her this past weekend. I spent time with the two Matts, Andy, Mike, Eng, Razi and a few other people. Mostly, I wanted to spend time with the guys I lived with freshman year. That is not to say that I did not want to see anyone else, but I was under no illusions that I would go out of my way to spend time with people who did not directly talk to me about hanging out (and that is generally my take--anyone who wants to see me needs to talk to me directly, as I will not go chasing people around merely because someone else mentions that another person wants to see me).
Truly, I would have liked to have spent time with you for a little while this weekend, and I was slightly saddened that you did not come in and say hello on Saturday evening--though I assumed that it might have been related to you being upset with me or busy or tired or whatever.
The last thing that I will say here is that I am who I am and I make no apologies for that. I try to live my life and make my decisions as deliberately, mindfully and simply as possible. While I am very busy at Longwood, I am by no means inaccsessable: I just have to use what little free time I have judiciously. I know that I do want to get together with you and hang out, and I believe that you still would like to do the same--if that is truly the case, then I have no worries that it will happen...but you are correct in that we have no idea whether that will be a short time or a longer time.
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