boooooooooo
yeah. i feel like i've updated like, 5 times in one day.
it feels like things are going by too quickly. like, it feels like just last week, i was recording "what not to wear's don't dress like a turkey marathon." that was last year. and it doesn't feel like things have changed.
my family is planning on putting up the christmas tree without me this year. simply because they don't feel like working around my work schedual.
mandy still hasn't called me, and i'm assuming that her thanksgiving break will be over come sunday. she told me that everyone would be getting together during this break and that she misses me and that she'll give me a call with details of what we'd be doing.
i really want to go into the city to see the tree lighting, but i don't know when it is. i went last year with becky and jamie dorothy and steve and matt but i was the only one who actually wanted to see the lighting. so we spent the tree lighting eating mcdonalds in penn station. and then i came home and cried.
even if i don't go to the actual lighting, i still want to go see the tree. or do something christmasy this year.
this time of year always gets me feeling lonely. this year, i'm actually feeling depressed about it. i know it's all in god's hands, but it's really easy to lose focus, especially when you think you see things but you don't know if that's what you're actually seeing.
i want to do something fun. with somebody new. with him.
i'm tired of being let down.
i apologize for this entry.
i have to get ready for my 7 hours of work to kick off the holiday season.
i'm gonna go take a shower and cry it all off.
it feels like things are going by too quickly. like, it feels like just last week, i was recording "what not to wear's don't dress like a turkey marathon." that was last year. and it doesn't feel like things have changed.
my family is planning on putting up the christmas tree without me this year. simply because they don't feel like working around my work schedual.
mandy still hasn't called me, and i'm assuming that her thanksgiving break will be over come sunday. she told me that everyone would be getting together during this break and that she misses me and that she'll give me a call with details of what we'd be doing.
i really want to go into the city to see the tree lighting, but i don't know when it is. i went last year with becky and jamie dorothy and steve and matt but i was the only one who actually wanted to see the lighting. so we spent the tree lighting eating mcdonalds in penn station. and then i came home and cried.
even if i don't go to the actual lighting, i still want to go see the tree. or do something christmasy this year.
this time of year always gets me feeling lonely. this year, i'm actually feeling depressed about it. i know it's all in god's hands, but it's really easy to lose focus, especially when you think you see things but you don't know if that's what you're actually seeing.
i want to do something fun. with somebody new. with him.
i'm tired of being let down.
i apologize for this entry.
i have to get ready for my 7 hours of work to kick off the holiday season.
i'm gonna go take a shower and cry it all off.