If you can't be an athlete, be an athletic supporter...
Grease is on TV! I've actually been itching to watch this movie lately, so I'm glad I caught it starting on VH1 :)
We'll just call it research for my internship next year...haha I love how none of them look high school age, but the music is classic! And if I could go back in time, I'd so wanna go to the fifties.
Speaking of next year's internship, I'm getting very anxious. I'm waiting to hear from Haverhill High/Middle School, which would be exactly what I'm looking for, but if they end up saying no, I'm gonna be pretty screwed.
As a matter of fact, everything makes me anxious lately. Especially this week, very weird. I also have absolutely no motivation to do anything. It seems as though my chest is constantly tight, and there's always a pit in my stomach. Irony, considering I run groups on a fairly regular basis on "coping with anxiety" and "time management." yeah....anyway. Sometimes I feel like such a phony, or that I'm kidding myself that I can actually do this. I worry that I'll suck or that I'll fail. Even though I'm definitely smart enough and definitely can do whatever the hell I want. The other day when I was working at Borders I was putting shit away in the science section, when I came across Organic Chem study guides, etc. And it agitated me yet again that O-Chem kicked my ass and that I did not end up going to med school. Not that I think I would be happier if I were, it's more like I want to prove that I could do that. I am good enough. I am smart enough. I am motivated enough. :( I only half believe it.
Ok, enough of being a Debbie Downer...back to Grease. :)
We'll just call it research for my internship next year...haha I love how none of them look high school age, but the music is classic! And if I could go back in time, I'd so wanna go to the fifties.
Speaking of next year's internship, I'm getting very anxious. I'm waiting to hear from Haverhill High/Middle School, which would be exactly what I'm looking for, but if they end up saying no, I'm gonna be pretty screwed.
As a matter of fact, everything makes me anxious lately. Especially this week, very weird. I also have absolutely no motivation to do anything. It seems as though my chest is constantly tight, and there's always a pit in my stomach. Irony, considering I run groups on a fairly regular basis on "coping with anxiety" and "time management." yeah....anyway. Sometimes I feel like such a phony, or that I'm kidding myself that I can actually do this. I worry that I'll suck or that I'll fail. Even though I'm definitely smart enough and definitely can do whatever the hell I want. The other day when I was working at Borders I was putting shit away in the science section, when I came across Organic Chem study guides, etc. And it agitated me yet again that O-Chem kicked my ass and that I did not end up going to med school. Not that I think I would be happier if I were, it's more like I want to prove that I could do that. I am good enough. I am smart enough. I am motivated enough. :( I only half believe it.
Ok, enough of being a Debbie Downer...back to Grease. :)