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Hey i dont get inspired to write very often, but this time you're in luck!
I haven't been feeling too good lately about things, mostly in regards with school.
I don't feel i belong in college. Im not as focused as i used to be in highschool and even grade school. Things just don't feel like they're clicking and im depressed. I thought this would go away after freshman year, but it hasn't. I think my intelligence has withered slightly, only in school. I wish i had a useful talent that could be applied in the real world and did not have to go to school.
As for my social life, im having a lot of fun, but im finding it hard to meet new people cuz a lot of kids here are a little antisocial. Hey, so am i. It would be nice to meet some genuine people. It's weird cuz whenever im introduced to or talk to girls i just meet i immediately think they're not real enough and put on a nice front. So that makes it hard to make friends. im better off having more guy friends.
I want to stay here at school, but i dont know what's going to happen.
I need serious help.
Please don't tell me things will change cuz more than likely they won't.
Sorry to get all emo on your ass, but i needed to share this.
I haven't been feeling too good lately about things, mostly in regards with school.
I don't feel i belong in college. Im not as focused as i used to be in highschool and even grade school. Things just don't feel like they're clicking and im depressed. I thought this would go away after freshman year, but it hasn't. I think my intelligence has withered slightly, only in school. I wish i had a useful talent that could be applied in the real world and did not have to go to school.
As for my social life, im having a lot of fun, but im finding it hard to meet new people cuz a lot of kids here are a little antisocial. Hey, so am i. It would be nice to meet some genuine people. It's weird cuz whenever im introduced to or talk to girls i just meet i immediately think they're not real enough and put on a nice front. So that makes it hard to make friends. im better off having more guy friends.
I want to stay here at school, but i dont know what's going to happen.
I need serious help.
Please don't tell me things will change cuz more than likely they won't.
Sorry to get all emo on your ass, but i needed to share this.