Aug 19, 2004 20:19
well... yeah. im bored. waiting for laundry to dry so i have no excuse NOT to update...
got a tattoo... yeah im a nutcase.. but i like it... its a fire dancer... it symbolizes freedom fun and mischief.. how is that NOT me???
tuesday wasnt as bad as i thought it was going ot be... couldnt sleep very late so i got on the computer.. talked to dan for a lil bit and it really made me feel better.. i miss that guy SOO much its not even funny.. but i promised i wouldnt whine about it anymore. so i wont.
worked all tuesday night. got off at 5am on wednesday, came home, showered then left for atlantic city to take my ASVAB again. the one i took as a sophomore isnt good anymore bc its only good for 2 years. i thought i was gonna die... by the time i got home i had been awake for over 24 hours and was so hopped up on red bull and starbucks double shots that i was shaking and suffering from hardcore ADD... not fun... danni woke me up at 630 wednesday night so i barely got 4 hours and going back to sleep wasnt an option... so i stopped by to see mom at the alley bc wednesday night is her night with her team and all the guys were there. don called joey and joey came over to see me befor ei left for work ... don is trying his hardest too hook us up.. only.. well im preoccupied at the moment.. prolly will be for a long time... sry kid. danni dad mr justice and mr cook all came ot see me at work, then topher joey don and matt came by too. it was awesome. i get so damn lonely at work. and im tired of louie saying all i need is to call up a certain someone and request a romp in the hay. itll never work. hell say no, and ill still be bitchy.
mom yelled at me and said she misses the old me. the one before i came home from college.. apparently i was happier and more fun towards the end of school. wonder why. she said shes going ot make me talk to my grandma... and do u wanna know what grandma says about it? that im going through withdrawals from all the drinking partying and sex with the boyfriend. ok maybe shes half right. but i dont want my grandma and my mom to be talking about this stuff...
ok dads back from playing with his bike.. hes like a lil kid again. and hes bothering me. laundry is goin off and its time for work.... yay me. looking forward to the boardwalk with megs and danni tomorrow night.. i def need it.
"You make a mess of me
I'd dance a thousand steps for you
If you say yes to me
I'll be whatever gets you through"
~I heart DMB~