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on my way home i notice a green van... and instantly its a cold sweat, slowing down, making sure my hands are at 2 and 10 and that the radio isnt too loud... im terrified but its not the van i think it is... danni the sight of a van even resembling ur dads makes me nervous.. that is NOT natural.. lol to think of all the times we were doing something stupid and almost got caught.. they all come flooding back.. i miss u chic! come back and lets do something stupid and childish and FUN again.. bc lord knows we both need it.. lets just not get caught bc chances are itll be illegal lol
for now im taking a break from the cd opening.. i went just plain nutty on new cds.. im bored, depressed and lonely.. the noise helps.. soooo... yeah.. lol i bought new cds. only opening them is fucking harder than chinese algebra... why do they make it so ridiculous? and i hate the lil sensor things stuck in between the plastic.. only i dont have the patience tonight to get them out.. damn best buy...
are we allowed to bring cds and cd players to boot camp? WE BETTER!!! ill be a lil upset if not... i know were not allowed to have our cell phones but thats understandable.. the no contact with the outside kinda stuff... but my cds.. my lifesupport.. ill die.. or get really sick.. its the menningitus (i know i butchered the spelling but kiss my ass if u care.. )
and speaking of cell phones, danni i shall be getting a plan SOON!!! bc im tired of dad complaining about the phone bill.. ur just about the only person i talk to anyway.. but hes still pissed. ill prolly take matty and don to cingular with me.. they have this thing where theyre amazed by the new cell phones.. and matty wants a camera phone... so at least ill be entertained as i go broke...
umm.. yeah im still bored... but at least ive managed to open and listen to one cd... danni i think ull love it.. modest mouse.. they have that song "float on" good stuff... reminds me of the junior senior stuff though.. lol ok maybe its not so cool..
im still not sleeping right... its killin me.. all i do it lay awake, THINKING.. not cool.. but ive discovered that sports center is stronger than valium.. only before i fall asleep im just confused.. what the hell are those letters and numbers on the right side? i have no clue..
what used to knock me out for hours at school? the bud..
the 3am chinese food and thin crust pizza WITHOUT pineapple..
i miss the mj...
i miss joe and pete too..
ok time for bed.. work tomorrow. yay.
"one drink to remeber
and another to forget
how could i ever dream to find
sweet love like u again"
for now im taking a break from the cd opening.. i went just plain nutty on new cds.. im bored, depressed and lonely.. the noise helps.. soooo... yeah.. lol i bought new cds. only opening them is fucking harder than chinese algebra... why do they make it so ridiculous? and i hate the lil sensor things stuck in between the plastic.. only i dont have the patience tonight to get them out.. damn best buy...
are we allowed to bring cds and cd players to boot camp? WE BETTER!!! ill be a lil upset if not... i know were not allowed to have our cell phones but thats understandable.. the no contact with the outside kinda stuff... but my cds.. my lifesupport.. ill die.. or get really sick.. its the menningitus (i know i butchered the spelling but kiss my ass if u care.. )
and speaking of cell phones, danni i shall be getting a plan SOON!!! bc im tired of dad complaining about the phone bill.. ur just about the only person i talk to anyway.. but hes still pissed. ill prolly take matty and don to cingular with me.. they have this thing where theyre amazed by the new cell phones.. and matty wants a camera phone... so at least ill be entertained as i go broke...
umm.. yeah im still bored... but at least ive managed to open and listen to one cd... danni i think ull love it.. modest mouse.. they have that song "float on" good stuff... reminds me of the junior senior stuff though.. lol ok maybe its not so cool..
im still not sleeping right... its killin me.. all i do it lay awake, THINKING.. not cool.. but ive discovered that sports center is stronger than valium.. only before i fall asleep im just confused.. what the hell are those letters and numbers on the right side? i have no clue..
what used to knock me out for hours at school? the bud..
the 3am chinese food and thin crust pizza WITHOUT pineapple..
i miss the mj...
i miss joe and pete too..
ok time for bed.. work tomorrow. yay.
"one drink to remeber
and another to forget
how could i ever dream to find
sweet love like u again"