just a bunch of schtuff...
"On the way down
I saw you, and you saved me from myself
And I won't forget the way you loved me
And on the way down
I almost fell right through
But I held on to you
Been wondering why it's only me
Have you always been inside waiting to breathe?"
on the way down- RYAN CABRERA
love this song.. only heard it a few times but i guarantee its gonna be another "the reason"... which saddens me bc ill end up hating it.. but for now i like it.. a lot..
"Got stains on my t-shirt and I'm the biggest flirt
Right now I'm solo, but that will be changing eventually, oh
Got bruises on my heart and sometimes I get dark
If you want my auto, want my autobiography
Maybe, just ask me"
autobiography- ASHLEE SIMPSON
dont ask why im listening to this poppish stuff.. but i like it a bit.. lol o no time for some hardcore stuff again.. im getting MUSHY!!! EWWWIER!!!
"You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done"
my happy ending- AVRIL LAVIGNE
shes young, shes angry.. and so am i.. well not really angry anymore.. just blah now... only shes canadian.. damn canadians and their loonies!!! ill be happy when they stop playing this damn song so often.. maybe then it wouldnt be in my head as much...
"Hope dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in and winding out
The shine of it has caught my eye
And roped me in
So mesmerizing, and so hypnotizing
I am captivated...
And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well...
So, turn up the corners of your lips
Part them and feel my finger tips
Trace the moment, fall forever
Defense is paper thin
Just one touch and I'd be in
Too deep now to ever swim against the current
So let me slip away"
vindicated- DASHBOARD CONFESSIONALS
really like this song.. yet again the punkish poppish shit.. dunno why but i kinda like it.. lol a lil more mellow than what i was used to.. a few ppl have told me that the spiderman 2 soundtrack is awesome.. im gonna have to go out and get it.. yay for shopping!
"Cannot forget, refuse to regret
So glad I met you and
Take my breath away
Make everyday
Worth all of the pain that I've gone through
And mama, I've been cryin
Cause things ain't how they used to be
She said, the battle's almost won
And we're only several miles from the sun"
the sun- MAROON 5
i missed my m5 cd.. those boys sure do know how to woo a girl into loving them.. even when half of the cd is about being tormented by another girl.. maybe its the "nurse" in me.. i wanna get another puppy.. its been really lonely since frank has been gone and i just cant take it anymore.. that way i have something to DO with my time.. i miss being needed, being loved and having someone to take care of.. being single sucks.. i feel useless... def gonna try to adopt a dog in the next few weeks...
ok enough music and moping.. i need sleep so i can go shopping with alaura later today.. well in a few hours.. poor kid is lonely since cathy went on that trip for the pepsi tournament thinger... and besides, new makeup, nailpolish and body lotions will help make me feel pretty again...and new cds of course.. ulta, best buy and the vans skate park should NOT be allowed to be so close to each other.. lol and the petsmart.. uh oh.. maybe adoption day is TOMORROW!!! ok.. sleep.. i promise.. lol night yall!