eh...
well today was a lil awkward.. alen raved bout me to the ceo guy that creeps me out and i talked to him bout giving me more hours and actually doing hardcore waitressing, not just the stupid filling in shit i do now.. taking care of the stools and cashier isnt bad.. but damn.. i want the real money.. im doing the regular shit, i just havent been officially trained to do it yet.. might as well get the money for it right? and he said hed talk to vicky bout putting me in the schedule.. most of hte girls volunteered to even train me today... but alen has to talk to the other managers first.. lets hope this goes well.. i need a ton of money saved if dannis gonna be movin to newark next fall... lol i have to help her keep the rent cheap bc lord knows im not getting a spot on campus.. and timmers!!! him too!! woo hoo! maybe then i wont be so lonely.. at least u guys wont ditch me when times get rough...
5 to 230.. eh.. it was ok i guess.. mike scared the shit outta me when he asked if i wanted to go to dinner and a movie friday night.. thank god i have to work.. i wouldnt know what to do.. im tired of moping and crying, but im not ready for "dating" yet... and i dont feel like having to fend him off. let me stop cryin first.. and the worst part is hes 28. my dad even said good.. u need someone mature now.. and danni is excited.. as if him being a decade older makes a damn difference.. im just not comfortable around guys right now.. well except matty and don.. they rescued me and took me to see shrek 2. only now might not have been the time for a "love story".. but anyway it was cute..
"not the gum drop button!!!" lol i miss dave... vtech was awesome watchin shrek with dave and shap... i gotta go visit them soon.. o and i saw jay schmidt.. guess he was on a date.. lol she didnt look to happy when he came over and gave me a hug and asked what i was doin over the weekend.. but he said hell try to visit me at work.. keep me occupied and help stop the pervs from the catcalls..
i have the day off tomorrow.. i had talked with petey last weekend and we thought maybe going to six flags.. but ive been so out of it and he hasnt called that plans just didnt appear.. so im prolly jsut gonna sleep all day anyway.. i dont really have the energy for anything else.. i was hoping to take over the pool tomorrow and get some color.. but the damn pool guy didnt show up...
my moms all worried about me.. she says shes never seen me look so tired or unhappy.. she wants me to go to the drs but im jsut gonna give it time.. ill be ok.. fucking drs just wanna push their pills anyway... and speaking of pills.. way to go danni.. i only have like 3 vic left!! wtf! lol its all good though.. the percs are even better... and i promise to use them only to relax and get some sleep.. so no lectures bout that shit..
and guys, i know ur pissed and all bout me being so upset, but whats done is done.. hating him isnt gonna bring it back, and cursing at pete isnt gonna make it better either.. so just be civil. i know i rant and whatever on here, but thats just me trying to deal.. im mean enough for all of us, so i think i have it handled...
its about time i hibernated.. after less than 2 hours sleep last night and being up since 4 i think i should just give up and cry myself to sleep.. ill tty guys in the am when i wake up... *mwah* thanks for caring enough to get pissed though.. ur support means a lot...
5 to 230.. eh.. it was ok i guess.. mike scared the shit outta me when he asked if i wanted to go to dinner and a movie friday night.. thank god i have to work.. i wouldnt know what to do.. im tired of moping and crying, but im not ready for "dating" yet... and i dont feel like having to fend him off. let me stop cryin first.. and the worst part is hes 28. my dad even said good.. u need someone mature now.. and danni is excited.. as if him being a decade older makes a damn difference.. im just not comfortable around guys right now.. well except matty and don.. they rescued me and took me to see shrek 2. only now might not have been the time for a "love story".. but anyway it was cute..
"not the gum drop button!!!" lol i miss dave... vtech was awesome watchin shrek with dave and shap... i gotta go visit them soon.. o and i saw jay schmidt.. guess he was on a date.. lol she didnt look to happy when he came over and gave me a hug and asked what i was doin over the weekend.. but he said hell try to visit me at work.. keep me occupied and help stop the pervs from the catcalls..
i have the day off tomorrow.. i had talked with petey last weekend and we thought maybe going to six flags.. but ive been so out of it and he hasnt called that plans just didnt appear.. so im prolly jsut gonna sleep all day anyway.. i dont really have the energy for anything else.. i was hoping to take over the pool tomorrow and get some color.. but the damn pool guy didnt show up...
my moms all worried about me.. she says shes never seen me look so tired or unhappy.. she wants me to go to the drs but im jsut gonna give it time.. ill be ok.. fucking drs just wanna push their pills anyway... and speaking of pills.. way to go danni.. i only have like 3 vic left!! wtf! lol its all good though.. the percs are even better... and i promise to use them only to relax and get some sleep.. so no lectures bout that shit..
and guys, i know ur pissed and all bout me being so upset, but whats done is done.. hating him isnt gonna bring it back, and cursing at pete isnt gonna make it better either.. so just be civil. i know i rant and whatever on here, but thats just me trying to deal.. im mean enough for all of us, so i think i have it handled...
its about time i hibernated.. after less than 2 hours sleep last night and being up since 4 i think i should just give up and cry myself to sleep.. ill tty guys in the am when i wake up... *mwah* thanks for caring enough to get pissed though.. ur support means a lot...