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Lately I've been feeling really weird...
okay well maybe just today...
I had a weird dream last night that left me very contemplative...
it had a lot of water..and I was running away from someone, but every time I ran away, the water woudl shot out, because as a terrorism act, they too control of all water mains and put them on high power, so I went back but I was still scared. And there was a pond kind of thing, and it was full of animals swimming in it. I saw a tiger a lot. it was weird and I couldn't stop thining about it..
and all day today I've been feeling like...
like I'm reaching for something...physically and emotionally... it's really weird.
then Senora mentioned the multicultural club dinner and it was like my mind did a complete flashback to eighth grade...my parents were together...we went together and brought food and stuff...and we were all so happy... and it's like... I don't know, but it made the feeling even worse.
Then I payed like 400 dollars to a horse show that now I prob won't even be able to go to because I don't have transportation I don't think... I'm not too sure to say the truth, but yeah.
and I just..
I don't know.
everything is so pent up, I don't think it's ready to be let out yet. then again, it might not ever be...
My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I walk alone
okay well maybe just today...
I had a weird dream last night that left me very contemplative...
it had a lot of water..and I was running away from someone, but every time I ran away, the water woudl shot out, because as a terrorism act, they too control of all water mains and put them on high power, so I went back but I was still scared. And there was a pond kind of thing, and it was full of animals swimming in it. I saw a tiger a lot. it was weird and I couldn't stop thining about it..
and all day today I've been feeling like...
like I'm reaching for something...physically and emotionally... it's really weird.
then Senora mentioned the multicultural club dinner and it was like my mind did a complete flashback to eighth grade...my parents were together...we went together and brought food and stuff...and we were all so happy... and it's like... I don't know, but it made the feeling even worse.
Then I payed like 400 dollars to a horse show that now I prob won't even be able to go to because I don't have transportation I don't think... I'm not too sure to say the truth, but yeah.
and I just..
I don't know.
everything is so pent up, I don't think it's ready to be let out yet. then again, it might not ever be...
My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I walk alone