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so I'm home, day before midterms b/c I am dying, well not really - but it feels like it. I've been throwing up since 2am Sunday morning... and I havn't felt this sick in a long time. I'm going crazy b/c I planned to study all day yesterday, go to school- more review today, and what did I do? Lay in bed all day yesterday, and couldn't even make it to school today. I'm going to fail these mid-terms, and I don't even care.... what is wrong with me? I hate school - what the hell is the point of it? Slant aysomptomes,trig functions, chemical equations, espanol, what year was hamlet written, where lincoln was shot..? I know I need to know this stuff to graduate and the move on to even moreeeee school... I guess I'm just sick of it. I'm frustrated with myself for not being totally movivated to study and do good on these mid-terms. Because I want to do good, but I just can't sit down and study - especially now when I feel like crap :( I hate the winter, and the cold, and school, and being sick.
oh boy. :-/
oh boy. :-/