just thinking. . .
I always think in the morning anymore! .. I have to get up everyday at 8:45 now to take eric to summer playground, and I never feel like going back to sleep.. thinking is crazy.
lately i've been reading the LJs and even listening to my own friends talk about how their not having a good summer, and it really upsets me b/c - I can honestly say I'm having an awesome summer. There's never been a summer like this one. I mean, the beach with bethany - all those nights at Dans, going to the movies in Court's truck!, day trip with KC to the beach, working as a Lifeguard, having a good time w/ ppl from work, getting my lic.!!, visiting with Meg from VA, dinner for KC's bday. And even those nights where we just sat around- at least we were with ppl we loved <3 I may be sounding really gay - and most people may disagree with me and that's fine, everyone's entitled to their own opinion. but even right now, I am in trouble, and yet - I still feel like I'm having a good time. I'm just soaking everything in.. and letting it all play out. B/c I know eventually - this whole deal w/ my parents will blow over .. and things will get better. They always do. (haha much different from my last entry about all that... but I've calmed down alot)
I just wish, like - everyone could be having a good time - and yeah, pottstown is probably THE hardest place to do that. but it's summer. :D just forget about the little things, and just I don't know..
eh - :) just smile.
<3 ab*
lately i've been reading the LJs and even listening to my own friends talk about how their not having a good summer, and it really upsets me b/c - I can honestly say I'm having an awesome summer. There's never been a summer like this one. I mean, the beach with bethany - all those nights at Dans, going to the movies in Court's truck!, day trip with KC to the beach, working as a Lifeguard, having a good time w/ ppl from work, getting my lic.!!, visiting with Meg from VA, dinner for KC's bday. And even those nights where we just sat around- at least we were with ppl we loved <3 I may be sounding really gay - and most people may disagree with me and that's fine, everyone's entitled to their own opinion. but even right now, I am in trouble, and yet - I still feel like I'm having a good time. I'm just soaking everything in.. and letting it all play out. B/c I know eventually - this whole deal w/ my parents will blow over .. and things will get better. They always do. (haha much different from my last entry about all that... but I've calmed down alot)
I just wish, like - everyone could be having a good time - and yeah, pottstown is probably THE hardest place to do that. but it's summer. :D just forget about the little things, and just I don't know..
eh - :) just smile.
<3 ab*