grrrr....
OMG. i am losing my mind. i cant believe i can like some one that i have hated since 8th grade. it's all because of my stupid dreams. i have had no trouble hating this kid. i mean i always knew he was really good looking but now these weird ass dreams are making me think maybe he's not that bad. not to mention the fact that everytime he's seen me lately he's been really nice. AAHHH!!!. well w/e i guess i can just be nice to ham and see what happens. i hate not knowing how im supposed to feel.