Jun 09, 2003 18:31
Do you know how hard it is to always be the happy one? Because when my friends aren't happy it always makes me worry. Sometimes I forget that its alright to not be in a joking around mood but it always makes me think I have done something or said something wrong. Where's Dev? I would really love to see him right now. Ry was going to come see me but he wants to be at home for a while first and Dom invited me to go visit him and Sean and Dommie so I'm going to go visit them instead of having Ry come visit me. It will be fun and then hopefully I'll get to see Dev when he comes back around and then I'll finish off my wonderful reunions with Ry.
And tonight? After I get off the phone with Dom I'll probably just make some popcorn and sit on my couch in my big old house all alone and watch an embarrassing movie that I would normally never admit to watching. Well I actually do that a lot but really what else is there to do? Sometimes I hate living in Tennessee because I'm so far away from so many people. Alex knows what I mean, he lets me talk about missing my friends, my boys, my home. I think he has fallen in love with Washington and Atrell and he's never been there or met her *laughs* I'm taking him with me to my concert on the 21st, and Ry should be there. That's going to be a great night. Maybe I'll call Alex's little sister and hang out with her tonight. She's 11, she won't make fun of my embarrassing movies and I love hanging out with her. But if you know me at all you will know I love acting like a little kid. I'd just make Alex come over but he's a camp counselor over the summer and he just spent several days with me. He's becoming one of my closest friends, we aren't official or exclusive but he's one of my best friends now.
PS Maggie rocks, I roll, and you lose *end snappy childish saying*