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[lil_witchy]

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i desperately wish i was 16 again. i used to hate photos of me back then, so much so that i barely have any, and now i sit here yearning for them, for some semblance of what used to be. i ache to be back there again.

what have i become.

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[last_ruby_petal]

okay, obviously i'm missing something here... but from my un-educated point of view *takes a breath*:

how can you not like what you've become...? a stunning, intelligent, funny, caring, talented person. you've got it all, mandy.

[lil_witchy]

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awww, thankyou. :)

but.... don't you ever get that thing where like, say, 2 years ago you were probably thinking to yourself, "oh god i'm so this and that, i can't wait until i grow out of this/i'm older" etc etc, and then suddenly, 2 years later you think back and go, "actually, i was pretty good back then."

i know it's missing what you've got at the time, but sometimes i just can't help it.

but thanks. :)

xoxoxoox

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[last_ruby_petal]

yeah, i get ya... and i'd be a hypocrite if i didn't agree.

i often look back at what i was a few years ago and see something so much more fresh and unaffected and wonder where that went.

i just don't think you should despair, cuz while you may have liked what you were back then, we all love what/who you are now.

xox

[lil_witchy]

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well thankyou. :)

xoxoxox

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[dancing_poonie]

PLUS if you were who you were when you were sixteen, you wouldn't know US! which of course is extremely awesome :P

thanks for your myspace comment. i have looked up goodlick and it is both a noun and an adjective.

goodlick (n) a lick of delight and happiness (as in a lick a dog gives you, as opposed to a lick a stalker gives you)

goodlick (adj) awesome, but slightly insecure or unsure of oneself without any good reason. e.g mandy is completely goodlick.

xxoxox