new and improved.
so i've decided that a 'new me' is in order. a happier, more positive me. we've just bought this awesome apartment near the city and i'm so excited about moving in there and decorating it and starting new there... i want to really try and make it work. looking for a new job in a city i don't know, and having to navigate my way around is quite scarey... but i'll just have to do it. and once i get something established i'll be able to concentrate on getting my photography up off the ground...
that's one thing i'm excited about with the new place too - putting pictures on the wall!!! gosh, i've got heaps i wanna blow up and hang - there would be no wall space left once i was finished! that is the draw back of having an apartment. ;-) still, i'll see how i go.
so, lots of positive thought. lots of meditating, lots of concentrating on a warm, pink light filling my being! i need to know that i'm worth it. lately i've been constantly dogged by this feeling that i'm a bad person, and i just need to stop it. i need to throw such negative thoughts about myself out the window and accept that i am worthy of good things.
and then, the good things should flow! laws and nature/attraction/whatever. very pagan. very logical!
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that's one thing i'm excited about with the new place too - putting pictures on the wall!!! gosh, i've got heaps i wanna blow up and hang - there would be no wall space left once i was finished! that is the draw back of having an apartment. ;-) still, i'll see how i go.
so, lots of positive thought. lots of meditating, lots of concentrating on a warm, pink light filling my being! i need to know that i'm worth it. lately i've been constantly dogged by this feeling that i'm a bad person, and i just need to stop it. i need to throw such negative thoughts about myself out the window and accept that i am worthy of good things.
and then, the good things should flow! laws and nature/attraction/whatever. very pagan. very logical!
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