There is light at the end of the hall...
things are finally lookin up for me....SCORE! its like when pple say....sometimes u fall in life....i think i fell and broke every bone in my body...then went to physical therapy and now im finally learnin my own name sorta deal...
i just want to say thank you to everyone who has been there for me since the start...especially my lovely taybob and the amazing shatia and of course to my...what was it, my fat white cracker child jilly!! :) i heart yall so much...words cannot express the many thanks from the bottom of my heart (this reminds me of that nsync/backstreet song...from the bottom of my broookeeennn heeeaaarrtttt...)<--that was random....
ah, and i thought i would never feel good again....
BUT there is stress of course...applying for college (damn i still gotta do it...so yeah, i went to apply a month ago...and i got the personal stuff filled out like ur name and address and phone number...but then on the 2nd page it asked me my major and what college i wanted to attend....and i couldnt go any further because i do not know what i want to DO!)! for pple reading this stoopd lj...what do u see me as?? what kind of carrer field?? ugh....im thinking either forensic scientist/math teacher/??? and possibly minoring in music....then i gotta apply for scholarships, english essay, english test tomorrow, calculus....that class is going at such a FAAAST rate (lol..."ya fast, ya fast")...then i need to get my permit/liscense...which i SHOULD have already but dont cause im too lazy...i think im just gonna wait till im 18...then i dunno whether to do winter guard or winter drumline...UGH, stresss stinks....
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"When one door of happiness closes, another opens; but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one which has been opened for us..." --helen keller
i just want to say thank you to everyone who has been there for me since the start...especially my lovely taybob and the amazing shatia and of course to my...what was it, my fat white cracker child jilly!! :) i heart yall so much...words cannot express the many thanks from the bottom of my heart (this reminds me of that nsync/backstreet song...from the bottom of my broookeeennn heeeaaarrtttt...)<--that was random....
ah, and i thought i would never feel good again....
BUT there is stress of course...applying for college (damn i still gotta do it...so yeah, i went to apply a month ago...and i got the personal stuff filled out like ur name and address and phone number...but then on the 2nd page it asked me my major and what college i wanted to attend....and i couldnt go any further because i do not know what i want to DO!)! for pple reading this stoopd lj...what do u see me as?? what kind of carrer field?? ugh....im thinking either forensic scientist/math teacher/??? and possibly minoring in music....then i gotta apply for scholarships, english essay, english test tomorrow, calculus....that class is going at such a FAAAST rate (lol..."ya fast, ya fast")...then i need to get my permit/liscense...which i SHOULD have already but dont cause im too lazy...i think im just gonna wait till im 18...then i dunno whether to do winter guard or winter drumline...UGH, stresss stinks....
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"When one door of happiness closes, another opens; but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one which has been opened for us..." --helen keller