Bad Night

[lil_sweet_pea]

Ok so today I got up around 1. Didn't have to work, mgs Britt...she came over round 4. We ripped my room apart trying to find summin different for me to wear. We did and the funny thing is it wasn't anything different then what I usually wear lol. So then I called Ben to make plans for later to see a movie. So we were going to Batman at 9:30. So me and Britt went out to the mall, I bought another dress and a pair of earrings to match and a necklace. Very cute I have to say lol. So her mum picked us up...I just hung around the house for a while. Called Ben back to see what he was doing, Jay called my cell so I got rid of Ben and talked to Jay during his break :0). So I really didn't do much tell my mum got home from Frenchys. I could have went out to Ben's, Tron was going to drive me but I coudln't get ahold of him. So I finally got a hold of Jake and he told me Ben was gone out with his Mom. Ben was supposed to pick me up to go to the movies. So I'm liek ok he'll call my cell. Mom wanted to go to the mall so I figured I go there Ben would call me and instead of him having to pick me up I'd meet him there. Well it was 9:15 and he hadn't called so I left mom and walked up to the theatre. Before that I had met up with Robyn, Sarah, Kandace, Ashley and Kaeli, and they had asked me to go to Bewitched, it was at 9:10 so I was like thanks but I'm going with Ben. So then it's like 9:05 and I met up with Pump Guts and Chris Lushman. Talk to them for a bit the Cheyanne pick them up. Shes having ppls up for a fire and well most likely drinking cause we'll Chris had a 6 pack of cold shots. So she invited me over, and I'm like well I'm supposed to see a movie with BEn, and hes not here yet so I'm gonna be pretty pissed off if he doesn't show up, cause I would totally have come over. So Ben called me and its 9:20 and he tells me he doens't have a drive. Great, even tho he was in town at waves like 20mins earlier. Fuck that pissed me off. So then I call him back and I'm hey if I rent a movie and come over can you drive me out later. He's like I cna't....so well that was a bust. I don't no why he dind't just say I could stay the night...I used to all the time...and I don't work tomorrow. Anyways then he calls me back like 5 mins later and is like bring us out a blizzard. And I'm like no I odn't have a drive and you're brother still owes me 5$. And hes like well hitch hike and you can collect. I'm like fuck that you have two legs and a thumb, and hes liek but I don't have tits. I'm like I don't care I'm not comming out tehre. Like what an asshole. Then I get home and he's saying all this shit to me on msn thru his brother calling me a cunt and shit, and I'm like what the hell. Then he pulls the whole " I'm not in love with you like you are with me so I'm not goign to make you priority" like what the hell...I'm sorry I love that guy in a friendship way but I don't love him like that anymore. I've gotten over it and grown outta it. I wouldn't have been with TYler, and had tried to be with Tyler for so long if I still liked Ben like that. Well for your sake Ben I hope your girlfriend that you love so much doens't find out you cheated on her when I stayed there in December.Fuck why'd he have to bring that shit up...it dind't even have anything to do with what we were talkin about.
Anyways I'm totally fine now...I'm talkin to Jay so I'm gonna finish this up. Hope the rest of you had a better night then I did.
~TIFFY~