simple days upstate
before i turn into a pile of mush talking about how much i miss gabe... ill tell u guys about my day. i went for a ride on the quad with my dad, it was kinda cool spending quality time with him, just riding around our property. it really is like being a kid again with that. i can recall his bringing me around the property as a child and showing me different things about the trees and different tracks that are in the ground, like what animal they're from. so after being on the quad for like an hour we stopped at nanny's house. it amazes me how much she perks up when im around for a while. when we first went in she wasn't feeling well and sitting in her chair but once we were there for like 15 mins she started moving around and looking for something to cook.... then she remembered that i wanted her to show me how to cook.... to my surprise this started today... the next thing i knew she was taking out the ingredients to make baked ziti. so before i knew what happened i was cooking, and it was actually edible as i found out about an hour or so later. for someone whos going on 90 shes got more energy than many people i know who are our age, the lady just cant sit still for long especially when my brother and i are around she just has this surge of energy and wants to start making things and doing anything she can for us. i really think that even though i want her to show me how to cook its just as good for her if not better for her because of how happy it makes her that she can still show me things. anyways that accounts for most of my day... went to walmart for a bit with the parents...we bought a couple of fish to go in the fish tank and i got a new robe.... its pink and soooo comfy... yes im wearing now as i type..what u need the extra layers up here!....for those of you who dont like mush stop reading now and if you continue to read anyway dont say i didn't warn u!!!!! so its been a lil over 24 hours since i last talked to gabe, and ehh slightly more than that since the last time i saw him and its funny cause when i have the time to sit down and do nothing hes the first person that comes into my mind, the one that id like to be sitting there doing nothing with. we haven't even been together for a month yet technically but it feels like its been so much longer than that. (although tech when i post this it will be 12/21 making it a month.. kinda lol) ive stared at the ring he bought me more times than i can count today alone, i cant seem to stop playing with it. Nanny liked the ring 2, of course i had to show it to her and that was also my way of making sure my dad knew that i was going out with someone. he took it well and nanny was happy of course her first question was is he treating you right,.... no nanny lol of course he is :D. i dont believe how happy one person can make me. id love to continue rambling on here about i dont even know what except for how much i miss him and the next couple of weeks are going to be torture cause im sooo used to seeing him everyday... on that note im gonna go and possibly give him a call i kinda wanna hear his voice (wow im a sap) sweet dreams guys hope ur teachers haven't raped you too bad this semester and remember to be good santa is watching you know!!!