My discussion on 5 topics
Comment to this post and I will give you five subjects/things I associate you with. Then post this in your LJ and elaborate on the subjects given.
chrissieness gave me:
Summer Nights
It is official I have the song from Grease in my head. (Tell me more, tell me more Did you get very far?) I am sure that is not what you meant to invoke but it came is now stuck in my head. In addition, it will not leave. So Yeah that is all you get on this one. I am a dork I cannot help it.
Brietta
My princess. I remember creating her. Creating a small bio that would not be acceptable in our modern bio requirements. I also remember searching for a unique name, and I came across one site that had Brietta meaning Strong and it just felt right. Thus began my journey. I also never thought she would be where she is today. I mean, I did not think I would last 3 months in the game. I do not think I would have if it were not for a few of you who encouraged me to keep going and made me think I might just be able to do that.
No matter how many characters I create, she will always be someone I write for. Even now when I do not post anywhere due to utter lack of creativity, I know I can put pen to paper and she will arrive. No matter the world or the scenario, I can see her there. She has the quiet nature that I love (which was created because I suck at writing non-cheesy dialog.) She is precise and relentless. I believe that I have learned more about writing and how to manipulate the worlds around me due to her. And for that, I will always love the ada where she started and those who help me develop her in both that world and the ones that followed.
Little Blue Dude
When I first say this, my brain went to Liv who I wondered at times if she knew my name. Then it hit me, I miss my bouncy icon. I frown a little knowing that it is gone. I do not know how many times I spammed shout boxes with the typing of :bouncedblue:. I knew no matter how horrid my day was I could type him into a box and fell just as happy. Smurf has been a part of my nickname since I can remember. Now it has had variations be it smurfette or the totally unpc Smurf on Crack (or SOC) I had in college. I never loved the evolution more than when little blue dude or its variations came into the picture. I so miss spam boxes and reading the spam wars.
Online Life
I feel the need to rearrange these cause this fits in how I feel after writing the last to items. I look back at those times and miss that world I lived in. The people, the smiles, the fact that no matter where my day was I always had a place to go to unwind and be myself. I miss it now. I rarely talk to anyone and feel that I have often lost more friends than I could imagine. To people who think you cannot form genuine friendships with people online I think they are missing an amazing group of people out there. There are people on line who know me better than people who see me daily, and claim to be my friends. It is why I still lurk even though I have no muse on RP websites. And take the time to read amazing posts. It is why I try periodically to post and get back involved online. I know that I was at my happiest when I had the online world more in my life than I do now.
Health
Wow, that is one word that I would not use to describe me. Granted it might be since I feel completely unhealthy right now. Its one thing that has plagued me my whole life. I actually had one of my older sisters state when I was in high school that she would hate to see how big I was if I didn’t work out all the time. Funny thing is, every time I see nutrionists they tell me to eat more. I will be the first to say I do not truly understand what it means to be healthy. This leads me to my goal this year. I want to be a healthier me before I turn 30, which is now 9 months away. That is not just losing weight and eating right. It is not working 70-hour workweeks every week. It is having a social life and finding happiness. It is having a healthy mental being as well. This includes redefining my spirituality and me accepting myself flaws and all. I hope that on Nov 29th of this year I can look back at this post and know that I have accomplished this. And know that I have turned a leaf in my life starting the next decade and all of them after that knowing I am healthy.
So that is all I have to say and yeah still singing summer nights. Mer. I will try to revisit that one tomorrow once the song leaves my head.
chrissieness gave me:
Summer Nights
It is official I have the song from Grease in my head. (Tell me more, tell me more Did you get very far?) I am sure that is not what you meant to invoke but it came is now stuck in my head. In addition, it will not leave. So Yeah that is all you get on this one. I am a dork I cannot help it.
Brietta
My princess. I remember creating her. Creating a small bio that would not be acceptable in our modern bio requirements. I also remember searching for a unique name, and I came across one site that had Brietta meaning Strong and it just felt right. Thus began my journey. I also never thought she would be where she is today. I mean, I did not think I would last 3 months in the game. I do not think I would have if it were not for a few of you who encouraged me to keep going and made me think I might just be able to do that.
No matter how many characters I create, she will always be someone I write for. Even now when I do not post anywhere due to utter lack of creativity, I know I can put pen to paper and she will arrive. No matter the world or the scenario, I can see her there. She has the quiet nature that I love (which was created because I suck at writing non-cheesy dialog.) She is precise and relentless. I believe that I have learned more about writing and how to manipulate the worlds around me due to her. And for that, I will always love the ada where she started and those who help me develop her in both that world and the ones that followed.
Little Blue Dude
When I first say this, my brain went to Liv who I wondered at times if she knew my name. Then it hit me, I miss my bouncy icon. I frown a little knowing that it is gone. I do not know how many times I spammed shout boxes with the typing of :bouncedblue:. I knew no matter how horrid my day was I could type him into a box and fell just as happy. Smurf has been a part of my nickname since I can remember. Now it has had variations be it smurfette or the totally unpc Smurf on Crack (or SOC) I had in college. I never loved the evolution more than when little blue dude or its variations came into the picture. I so miss spam boxes and reading the spam wars.
Online Life
I feel the need to rearrange these cause this fits in how I feel after writing the last to items. I look back at those times and miss that world I lived in. The people, the smiles, the fact that no matter where my day was I always had a place to go to unwind and be myself. I miss it now. I rarely talk to anyone and feel that I have often lost more friends than I could imagine. To people who think you cannot form genuine friendships with people online I think they are missing an amazing group of people out there. There are people on line who know me better than people who see me daily, and claim to be my friends. It is why I still lurk even though I have no muse on RP websites. And take the time to read amazing posts. It is why I try periodically to post and get back involved online. I know that I was at my happiest when I had the online world more in my life than I do now.
Health
Wow, that is one word that I would not use to describe me. Granted it might be since I feel completely unhealthy right now. Its one thing that has plagued me my whole life. I actually had one of my older sisters state when I was in high school that she would hate to see how big I was if I didn’t work out all the time. Funny thing is, every time I see nutrionists they tell me to eat more. I will be the first to say I do not truly understand what it means to be healthy. This leads me to my goal this year. I want to be a healthier me before I turn 30, which is now 9 months away. That is not just losing weight and eating right. It is not working 70-hour workweeks every week. It is having a social life and finding happiness. It is having a healthy mental being as well. This includes redefining my spirituality and me accepting myself flaws and all. I hope that on Nov 29th of this year I can look back at this post and know that I have accomplished this. And know that I have turned a leaf in my life starting the next decade and all of them after that knowing I am healthy.
So that is all I have to say and yeah still singing summer nights. Mer. I will try to revisit that one tomorrow once the song leaves my head.