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i really miss my dad, or at least some form of fucking communication with him. its not fair
is it weird t say that he was the first person [and maybe the only person] to really break my heart?
xmas was great.. i dont even get a card [i ge t atrip down] and myles has a brand new guitar that he wanted bought and sent to him
and since i have had no communication
like wtf?
im sure everyone is sick of my lj rants about daddy issues.. but it hurts and i have no one to tyalk to about it and its all really been bottling up for a month now
i just want him to care? is that so much to ask?
it really truely is easier to hate him.. but i cant anymore..
arrrgh
is it weird t say that he was the first person [and maybe the only person] to really break my heart?
xmas was great.. i dont even get a card [i ge t atrip down] and myles has a brand new guitar that he wanted bought and sent to him
and since i have had no communication
like wtf?
im sure everyone is sick of my lj rants about daddy issues.. but it hurts and i have no one to tyalk to about it and its all really been bottling up for a month now
i just want him to care? is that so much to ask?
it really truely is easier to hate him.. but i cant anymore..
arrrgh