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I realise it's been a while...
and there's so much happened around here... and there's still a lot going on.
I've broke the contact to my father, finally. He did, assumed and said too many things. I can't trust him anylonger. And I don't really want to, either. He didn't want to pay alimony but he has to. And he will. For me, he's dead now. I'm just... I'm not feeling any regret, but it still makes me sad, though. Because I still hope I'd have the Dad I'm longing for. But that won't happen any time soon... So I guess I have to get used to that thought.....
Work is going smoothly. Another one and a half months until I have three months of free-time before I start my training. I'm SO looking forward to it! (: It's going to be hard, but I think I'll love it anyway....
Love. Another topic. I've met this woman... She's amazing. And I like her very very much.... And even though there's that looong distance between us, as we're living in different countries... I still hope it'll work between us, somehow. I think... I think I'm already falling..... for her. She's gorgeous.... I can only wish that she likes me as much as I like her....
and there's so much happened around here... and there's still a lot going on.
I've broke the contact to my father, finally. He did, assumed and said too many things. I can't trust him anylonger. And I don't really want to, either. He didn't want to pay alimony but he has to. And he will. For me, he's dead now. I'm just... I'm not feeling any regret, but it still makes me sad, though. Because I still hope I'd have the Dad I'm longing for. But that won't happen any time soon... So I guess I have to get used to that thought.....
Work is going smoothly. Another one and a half months until I have three months of free-time before I start my training. I'm SO looking forward to it! (: It's going to be hard, but I think I'll love it anyway....
Love. Another topic. I've met this woman... She's amazing. And I like her very very much.... And even though there's that looong distance between us, as we're living in different countries... I still hope it'll work between us, somehow. I think... I think I'm already falling..... for her. She's gorgeous.... I can only wish that she likes me as much as I like her....