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well much is up...homecoming week was pretty good. i stayed after school a few days to chill with everyone and help with all the float things. the game and dance were last night the game sucked! we lost 21-0 it was sooo cold n windy n in the middle of the game i felt dizzy n right when that started happenein they were like well lets do the cheer where lea goes up in a mount, but we dont think we need to practice it! ugh yea ok...i fell right to the ground n hit my head n hannah hurt her wrist! so that all sucked..then i go home n everything is nuts! cuz elva was supposed to do my hair emilys hair and her own! n we wanted emily to get hers done friday night but no..then she said she wud leave the game early to get it done but no so emily didnt start getting her hair done till 4:30 then elva had to do hers (this was all at em's house n i was just home) n i was gettin annoyed n amanda wanted me to go to her house with someothers n get ready so i was just about to do that since em n elav were doing whatever n i call em n shes like no im bringin elva over right now, so she came over started doing my hair then Nick came over (yes i took Nick to homecoming with me!!) n we finished gettin ready n we were gonna go over amandas house n all walk over together but we didnt. well the dance it was pretty good, i dont like to really dance so i didnt that much n either did nick but it was still fun. we hung out with elva will amanda kayla mostly n a buncha others. nick got introduced to alota people. amanda left in the middle of the dance i was sad. after the dance joe ferguson n shane phillpis were havin parties i wanted to go to joe's real bad! but mom was unsure bout it n we had to take nick home (in lockport) n so shes like naw...but me n nick ended up going to emilys house n hangin out with her n freddy till 12:30 n then we took nick home. when we were in the car (me mom n nick) em called me i talked to her for min she was sayin that she likes nick n she wants me to "keep this one" lol then as soon as i hang up with her a sec later my phone rings again it was Scott!! (everyone told me that he was high at the dance, looked like it too) but ne way he called n hes like where r u? im like in the car hes like with who im like my mom hes like where r u going im like to take nick home hes like from where im like from emilys then he asked y didnt u talk to me at the dance n my mom said i should hang up cuz it was kinda rude to nick so i told scott i had to go n hes like w/e n hung up. n so we dropped nick off then i went home ate got ready for bed n got in my bed at 1:30 n my cell rings, its scott! im like hey wuts up hes like nothin n im like well do u wanna know y i didnt talk to u at the dance n hes like yea y? im like cuz u were fucked up n im not gonna talk to u when ur like that, hes like w/e ur a fucking asshole im not fucking talking to you ne more n hes hangs up on me! im like OMFG!!!!!!!! n i was like should i call back? cuz its his house n its 1:30 but i do ne way! n we ended up talkin for about an hour n a half. omg he could not have been any meaner if he tried! he called me an asshole prolly about 34589734957 times!! n he even called me a HOE 4 times! im like y am i a hoe? hes like cuz u go n talk to all these other guys. im like omg i talk to them a hoe fucks them i dont fuck them! hes like no u prolly do! im like scott u can not say that u know im not like that! hes like no u r! im like omfg! you have no idea how mean he was!!! hes like lea y cant u be nice n y cant u appoligize? im like omg fine scott n i said sry for like a buncha things n then later im like y cant u appoligize n hes like y? say sorry for u bein all over guys ugh yea right! im like omg!! n hes so confusing cuz he would say he doesnt care bout me or if i like nick now but yet he kept bringin up nick n how could i like him n bring him, when i asked scott to go with me n told him that if he didnt go i was bringin someone else! but he would say he didnt care n then get mad at me for not caring n id be like well u dont care n he would say yes he does n he would just go back n fourth he just tried to get me mad n blame everything on me. n he said that i dont try to make things better. he has not said one nice thing to me since we broke up all he is is MEAN! but ya wanna know wut i said before we hung up?? i said that i would call him tomro n that i would try to be nice to him! yea.....but i dont think im gonna be nice when i call him today, i think im just gonna bitch at him n say that im not gonna talk to him till he has some respect for me n starts bein nice to me, but he'll prolly blame it all on me n i donno wuts gonna happen.....ugh! o well i do like nick n hes nice to me unlike scott!! well i g2g update later....