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[lil_shorti_lea]

well friday i never ended up going golfing with em n freddy, but scott n i went to those races in ransonville. it was kinda boring ya know after like 5 hours of watching the same thing just cars go round n round a lil dirt track. but it was still fun. i saw brandon n bryan there that was cool. yesterday i brought scott with me to my family's fourth of july party at my aunts house it was kinda boring but also fun. we rode the four wheeler alot which was fun cuz i havnt rode one in a year! that was cool but we stayed there like 1am which kinda sucked cuz my 11 i was like ok can be finally go home? but im glad i get to spend more time with scott. although ive realized things bout him really bother me.....but i guess thats just the way he is, i have to live with it. well emily is in PA for a few days :( i miss her!! i talked to her yesterday tho n shell be back tuesday tho. i realized last night that emily n my dad are my favorite people in the whole world! i love them so much!!!!! i hope i never lose emily as a friend n i hope that i can someday find a guy to love that can live up to my dads standards, cuz i think my dad is absolutly perfect! (that might sound a lil gay to whoever but o well) yea well today is just a relaxing day. i could do something if i wanted but i dont feel like it. tomro im goin with scott n his family to see fireworks. i forget where but it should be fun.
o and for anyone that care....if you remember i was saing all that stuff how my heart was being weird n i had to get tests done n all that well i went to the docs the other day to see how it all came out n the tests were all ok! so thats good but there still might be something wrong we have to see if that stuff all continues n if it does then i have to go back n get all new n different stuff done....but what sux is it does still happen alot...but im sure ill be fine.....well g2g