weird day
yea today i woke up early to go to that dumb kickball thing at the school cuz elva REALLY wanted me to, n then it ended up where she missed the bus so we didnt go ne way! n i was up at 9:30 for nothing! n then scott was supposed to come over today n so i called him at 12 n he said that he would call me at 3 n then come over cuz he had to like cut the grass or something yea well it was 5 n i was bored as hell n he still didnt call! so im like fuck him!!! (cuz he kinda blew me off the day before too) so i called emily n i went over there n like my cell would ring every once in a while but nope it was never him! n emily tried to call him a few times to bitch at him cuz i was kinda sad bout it all cuz besides blowing me off at times he can be mean sometimes! but he wasnt home n then finally at 8 he called n hes like o i had to do this n this n work n all this stuff n i believe him.....em's mom says yea right but...i donno when i actually did talk to him he was bein really nice n i just forgot bout it all....but he had to go n play poker so hes supposed to call me soon....when he gets home, who knows what time that will be, sometimes he doesnt get home from poker till like 2 n stuff! so i donno but hes confusing cuz at times im like why the fuck am i going out with him??? n then at times im like wow i really like him!! im really happy....but im happy more than sad or mad so.....i guess thats good! ive been hangin with em n freddy alot n i love them sooo much!! yea theyre going back out!! yea theyll prolly get married...naw im j/p i could see it but ya know its not very likely...but any way i think thats good. well im tired so think im gonna go watch the notebook n wait for scott to call! night!