SILLYSTUPID!
HAHA...sillystupid. i guess rigel said that during practice tonight. to bad i didn't get to hear it. :-p yea..tonight at practice was kind of full of up's and downs for me. like...it was up b/c like i got to be with friends and it didn't last very long. like it went by really fast. but the downs...i had to ask phil a question about how to march for a certain chart so i didn't have to trip over myself. even though i do that alot. so i start to go back to my chart where everybody is..and then like...people start yelling at me for asking a question. and then as im going back people are like..what is your problem?! why are you taking so fucking long to get here. and then i said i was asking a question! but then like my voice cracked for some reason and it went like...really really high. FYI i don't try to make my voice go extremely high on purpose..it just does. and like..(sorry to use your name but...) john like yells at me for my voice going high. like...OMG CAN YOU VOICE GO ANY HIGHER?! what is your problem your so annoying! so that put a damper on my night. jon chou yelled at me as usual for "having to much fun" at practice. hey, if i want the night to go by faster..i gotta have SOME fun! hopefully tmrw night's practice will be better the tonights. im just sick of people yelling at me for no reason.
then today at school i got like 4 hours of homework. i did that when i got home before i went to band so i wouldn't have that pressure on me before i went to bed. but then like..last year alot of rumors were started about me. like i am on birthcontrol and that im anorexic. i had to take these singular ALLERGY pills that look alot like birthcontrol. but the label clearly states what it is. but the person that started that one didn't care to read the damn thing. then the anorexic thing started from a MOM!! can you believe it?! a MOM! my friend was the type of person that wasnt' fat but wasn't skinny either. so then after i left her house from being there after school her mom asked her if i was anorexic b/c i was like...really skinny. and then she talked to alot of my other friends parents and told them that i was anorexic and that their kids shouldn't hang out with me b/c i would give them diet pills and that i was bad infulence. but what really got me about that today is that some people in my 6th hour think that it is funny to make fun of me during class that they think im in birthcontrol and they've got the whole class...TEACHER INCLUDED...thinking that im on birthcontrol. and for the past week i have been...even with a very serious face...that im NOT ON IT!! and like..the teacher just gives me this look like.. ok i don't believe you b/c your psycho! and like i was kinda sad for the rest of the class. but i did take the notes and such. then he wanted us to get our books and go to some page..and i was a little slow at getting there. and of course..he tells me to read the first like...pages and a 1/2 aloud for the class just to pick on me. i did it anyways. but then like i left sad. i wanted to hit him. and to hit the person that keeps bringing up the stupid lie's about me during class. but if i did...i would get in trouble. and i dont wanna get in trouble. so i'll just try to stick it out the best i can.
nothing else much happened today...school in the morning and then band again. maybe if i get lucky i won't have as much homework to do before i leave for band. that would rock!
Homecoming is NEXT Saturday!! can you believe it!? its already here! so excited!!
*Call me!
-<33- Suzie XOXO
then today at school i got like 4 hours of homework. i did that when i got home before i went to band so i wouldn't have that pressure on me before i went to bed. but then like..last year alot of rumors were started about me. like i am on birthcontrol and that im anorexic. i had to take these singular ALLERGY pills that look alot like birthcontrol. but the label clearly states what it is. but the person that started that one didn't care to read the damn thing. then the anorexic thing started from a MOM!! can you believe it?! a MOM! my friend was the type of person that wasnt' fat but wasn't skinny either. so then after i left her house from being there after school her mom asked her if i was anorexic b/c i was like...really skinny. and then she talked to alot of my other friends parents and told them that i was anorexic and that their kids shouldn't hang out with me b/c i would give them diet pills and that i was bad infulence. but what really got me about that today is that some people in my 6th hour think that it is funny to make fun of me during class that they think im in birthcontrol and they've got the whole class...TEACHER INCLUDED...thinking that im on birthcontrol. and for the past week i have been...even with a very serious face...that im NOT ON IT!! and like..the teacher just gives me this look like.. ok i don't believe you b/c your psycho! and like i was kinda sad for the rest of the class. but i did take the notes and such. then he wanted us to get our books and go to some page..and i was a little slow at getting there. and of course..he tells me to read the first like...pages and a 1/2 aloud for the class just to pick on me. i did it anyways. but then like i left sad. i wanted to hit him. and to hit the person that keeps bringing up the stupid lie's about me during class. but if i did...i would get in trouble. and i dont wanna get in trouble. so i'll just try to stick it out the best i can.
nothing else much happened today...school in the morning and then band again. maybe if i get lucky i won't have as much homework to do before i leave for band. that would rock!
Homecoming is NEXT Saturday!! can you believe it!? its already here! so excited!!
*Call me!
-<33- Suzie XOXO