absence is to love as wind is to fire, extinguising the weak enflaming the great
So I'm going to attempt to write in here more. Since I deleted my fb, so might as well. So everything is going good! Me and Eric have been talking lately. He's been making changes, and trying to prove to me he wants to be with me. I do love him. Hes a great guy, despite his stubborn ways and pride that always gets the best of him. This time apart has served well. I talked to Tyler, and that was fun, but that was just my way of trying to not think about Eric. Thank god we never did anything together. I know what I want in a relationship and I already gave Eric my demands. I'm sick of playing these cat and mouse games. I'm 25, I'm ready to get married, have a house, and get Harley a new gf! I love how Ill finally have my family back. It really hurt me when we broke up, especially to know that harley we would be father less.. I know that sounds so silly but its true! Anywho He's finishing up school, so hopefully he succeeds, and then I can go to Cali and January and live in "THE HILLS" and we can have a new beginning. I'm so over FLORIDA. This place is nothing but drama, and stupid people and it just isn't for me. I lived in other cities enough to know there is a world outside Daytona, and people's mindsets are completely dff. When I lived in Vegas I met some of the coolest people. A big part of that is because I was living for me. And I wasn't held down by negative people. I had the time of my life. And I will forever be thankful for that whole experience. And now I'm ready to embark on new adventures! The thing I love about Eric, and how he always brings me down to earth. And he never takes me too seriously.. Like when I get in my moods, he makes me laugh, And I need that. Like the other day I got mad and hung up on him, and he called me back and was like "If you evvver everr hang up on me again.. I WILL FEED U TO THE WOLVES." And I stopped being mad and was like please feed me to the wolves! So I can live with Jacob!! lol