moving forward or standing still
I wish I had some idea of where I was headed in life... I just feel so lost right now. I guess most people at this point feel the same way. I've always needed control over at least one thing in my life just to be ok and I don't have control of anything. I don't know who my true friends are which is really difficult. I already have trust issues as it is and now I feel like it has become even harded to find people that you care about that you can trust. I have no idea where I want to go to school or where I am going to end up. It's just so frustrating.
School starts tomorrow. I'm not as upset about going back as I normally would be but I have actually had an incredible spring break and am not happy that it has come to an end. Mainly because may 1st is right around the corner and I am dreading that day tremendously.
I'm not really interested in spending the last couple hrs of freedom at a computer, not that I really have anywhere to go.
School starts tomorrow. I'm not as upset about going back as I normally would be but I have actually had an incredible spring break and am not happy that it has come to an end. Mainly because may 1st is right around the corner and I am dreading that day tremendously.
I'm not really interested in spending the last couple hrs of freedom at a computer, not that I really have anywhere to go.